Ahhhh...life getting boring and boring...probably becos major exam getting nearer and nearer...Haiz...some things really do make us remember them hardly.Some thing like National camp...i do hardly forget them...and i sometime even dream of it...i dunno y it happen...i dunno when it will end...i hope to be a gd leader in front of them...but i dunno oso how they feel towards me.Some say i bit blur...thats true.I do wan to be independant sometime...no one can tell me...but telling me is the same as relying someone else...in the end i still end up relying someone else...Being a gd leaser in front of them need lots of independant...u need initiative...but i got tons of reminder and repeated instruction to get things clear...pity me.For ppl who think mine leadership is OK...probably is becos of several reminders...then i get all things done.
Another thing that i cant forget is my motivational camp...is hardly to be forgotten becos a lot off ppl tell me abt their feelings about it...Of course...for me whom is a cold-blooded person,i dun think i have any special feeling abt it,probably juz'waste 1 day 1day passed'feeling.Haiz...i dun wanna tok abt myself...True...somethings are really hard to forget.Being a 16yr old teenager...is bad to be a 'no-feeling' person...yes,i do laugh and it does look like extremly funny to me(thats part of feeling),but after that...i am laughing abt myself.I am thinking...is that joke such funny?Am i really laughing abt it or is it juz putting a show for others?No offence fren...i really dunno...pls dun ask abt myself if your see this...cos i really duno...gd ntie:)
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