Gonna study for quiz tml.Tonite gonna go out study at mac for awhile with Karine,then have dinner there.I think better start study every moment as most of my frenz said year 2 n year 3 r not meant to slack( even though they think there is really no chance to slack), so i think such little % for the quiz oso contribute a lot to the majority %,i might as well study now n get a 'A" at least for this module.They say this Thermodynamic is quite easy, how can i lose out to my frenz? ;)
Haven been slping well lately this few days,been nitemare n (Funny nitemare included) having headache when i woke up.Well well i stop maple for dunno how many weeks,and i juz cant to be slping well in my bed,is that probably the environment or is it becoz due to the stresses in work(Whereby i overstress myself)?
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Today is Jin Birthday and i cant do anything for him.For him he seem to be celebrating alone this year and i hate to see that(Although i had been thru celebrating alone for dunno how many light years).Heard from lena that he hope to celebrate with MQ ba?But i dun think she will willing to do that(expected).Therefore he decided to celebrate alone.If he really evey bother to celebrate alone, i admire his great strength of adversity.If is me i rather dun celebrate and let it goes as a day.Quite a few time i got nothing from any 1, not even from parent nor frenz,i often treat it like "a normal day" and let it juz bygone.The feeling of coz is bitter,but would u rather see other ppl suffering bitterness where by u suffered b4?I dun think any 1 will do that ya.
As for MQ, sarah & lena & Gaynes + me think that she dun like Jin.Of coz it is cant possibly for us to tell him that " MQ dun like u juz give it up" rite?Furthermore if we dun tell him n let him suffer more n more, is heart pain as a fren to visual this situation.Contradicting situation is the hardest to solve.
Frenz are more important than anything,at least that is for me.I believe frenz are most important.
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