Living in this world, there is really no such thing called as "trust".Ppl backstabbing each other, ppl conning and scamming 1 and other, ppl cares for themselves and do not really bother if their closed 1 are dead or alive, ppl keep on asking n asking until they 'expected' answer came from victim mouth...
All this seem like only can be happen in fictional stories or whatever fantasy.But if u go on further deep thinking,u will find that in reality those cases happen 99.9% of the time.
Truly i only will post feelings when i typed something abnormal.But from now onward i dun wish to post bad stuff or some stuff which make me feels down.I will always go and try to forget it.
I kinda hate my mother.She fake fake pass a newspaper report to me ask me read, say dunno wad ask me to read it good for poly stuff.In the end the news turn up to be something relate to homosexuality.It seem like she dun put on her trust onto me and keep think that i m not str8.So wad if i m not str8?thats my own characteristic wad.At least i am not 100% crooked will do right?
Her jelously also very strong.When tell her getting some 1 bday gift she say no nid give wan la.Other ppl will rmb mother wont rmb.Is true that i dunno her actual bday is when wad.She oso dun wan to say.Contradicting right?
Anyway i wont wan to post anymore negative stuffs.This will be the very last post containing negative post.If something happen on the day and i nvr post, probably mean i m really extremly tired to do typing, or lots of unhappy stuff during the day.
And when i am down, lots of good things appear.Play 1 credit mahjong can win more than 10 credits.Is seem like proving 'no pain no gain' is always the righteous things to be.I can actually receive sms from Ivy said that Ah long case nid to rejudge.But only thing is her mother scare of dying,dun wan to bail.10k cut down to 5k bail,she oso dun wan.I dunno how come the bail price like market lidat, got 50% discount.10k become 5k, then back to 10k.Macham singapore sale.So the last hope is gone.True if a stranger helping some 1 not that close for bailling,it does take courageous to do that.At first i was thinking wad kind of miracle will be as stated in the sms.But since the case gona rejudge, let juz hope there will be second miracle.
The first miracle did appear, and I did get serious internal injuries after praying for the first miracle.But i dun mind sacrificing the second injuries praying for second miracle.And i dunno is it good or not, as i often find myself helping others and they dun rmb it.Frenz say is Taking for granted, others state i m too kind.I serious dunno where to stand.Is feel like my prigrimage to help other,and is a compulsory.
Is already 3pm, and i still down here doing silly blogging.And i dunno where the hell karine is.Call and sms her also nvr answered.Sarah told me will be late.Ask her is lena still going with her she can tell me dunno.GT early morning call me say will reach around 6+.Jin oso nvr say anything about the meeting.What is this????????Asking me to go strolling in the middle or orchard road until 6+ when they will finally call me this big bastard idiot and meet them up?
I had already in the worse sickness and am still doing all the hard chores.Why do all the bad things always come at a same time?But whatever it is...im not sure those who ask for concern is genuine or hypocrate.Is seem i had already turned into a feelingless monster.
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BaHaMuT @ 2:50 PM
