Still dunno where I belong...truly.
Maybe Karine was right, everytime some good things start to happen, the bad things will always come next.
Will i really have the need to go on continue battle to find the truth?
Hey maybe put in this way.They reject your help, why not juz heck care and ignore them?
Be strong...keep on fighting.Even till the end and there is no answer, dun ever give up.Next life there sure be answer.There bound to be answer some time.Even there is no next life, be appreciate that u r able to be some other dimension.Dun care u r TGK or not, if u r, good.If u not and juz pure rumour, too bad.If u r and wont have next life going back up there, cool.If no, continue next life and find the answer.
I juz hope my answer will come asap.I really wanna noe which peer group am i belonged.
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A lot test had been sent from above for me to go help.And not all i can handle.Seriously speaking i am quite a weak want.I dun hold special power or senses that always give me a smooth journey on the prigrimage.And most of this tests gave me a bad effect.Not all are happy ending though.
And please, i hope the Above wont send me 1 final test, which require to sacrifice my own life for others.I think there isn't a need for this time now.Not really such thing will happen but hard to say.Childish thinking of mine may think that maybe Above will treat that sacrificing for human is really worthless, they dun worth it, and no sacrificing test of life will be exist.
But wat if really such things exist? will i have the courage to do it? Will they really worth it for the sacrificing? I dunno.
But i juz purely hope no, cos for now i sure no courage to do that.Future, maybe.
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