Last battle for marine engineering.It gonna be the torture as there is absolute no peer support and rather opposite, they keep indirectly harming u.
Like Jin said, he miss the past where we all have our happy time in maple.But is true that all that gonna be the past.It wont happen anymore. I do enjoy the time being in maple with lots of buddies and frens out there supporting u and battling together.
Inside all my laptop is most of my ss taken in maple, all the happy time in it. Too bad it really become more and more boring and lots of real life stuff keep busy me.But sometime i am really too free until to think something rot. And honesty speaking waiting for exam is really a pain in the ass, i will become paranormal.
Money...Frens...academic... i lost almost everything. Since i am always the side character and nvr will be the main character, let it be.Fate shall make my life worse, why not follow it? We cant defy fate.
Is pointless to blame life.Life is given by heaven, and life is punishment, for at least i noe mine life is a punishment from heaven.
Frens who love to treat me as transparent let them be, i cant bother much now.At least for now! They prefer some 1 to be the main character and kick the side character away, let it be then. For now i noe Bahamut wont be able to leave LGH as LGH is already dead. Bahamut will turn the zombie LGH as a scum and will make ppl hate him. As so he is no more the frendy Bahamut who is always smiling and cheerful, everything is being masked. You wont want to be fren with him.
As for wat Bahamut now is thinking, he have to leave all the peer around him. The peer had already treated him as a transparent and refind another main character. He himself is regretted being introduce frens for frens.
And why is happy stuff being so temporary? Are Life really meant for punishment for human? What the heck did i done wrong in heaven that force God Dad push me down to the Mortal world for punishment?
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BaHaMuT @ 1:05 PM
