Seriously asking, i dunno wat have the other treat me as.Do they juz treat me normally as a hi-bye type?or juz treat me as some 1 who are those that can make use of and kick aside when not in use?
Charismatic not as good as last year.At least during that time i am in the middle of everything.But now is like all the peer had gone.Not say they abandon u though, but is like they dun find a need for u, and u r not in their attention.I have a fren in his msn nick put "is not that i wasn't listening, is juz that i am not paying attention". I dunno are most of them having this problem or not, but i dun feel that.My sensitive told me my charismatic had vanish. No 1 really care me anymore.
Dun say i think too much.I often think till as further as when i am dead.True, if i am dead, no 1 will even care and bother about it. Probably in long future when i m dead, u ask some 1 that do he or she noe if i am dead, they probably juz reply u " oh die le ar?"
I cant possibly let my past myself to see the light again.The past LGH is an extremly negative person.For now i can admit.
Nowaday human dunno how to appreciate, they only learnt how to appreciate when things are gone.
Maybe someday i throw away the present me and change into a new LGH, ppl also wont know. Ppl around me make me feel like losing all my memories and start anew afresh. Human are stupid, i muz admit.
But are they really stupid? Or they act stupid? Until someday the answer is found, i will not give up finding it.
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