So sorry i accidentally formatted my memory card and all photos gone >.<
Pai seh pai seh all..i also a bit moodless due to the photos gone =(
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Friday after a long day at school, i rush back home get some bathe. Then after all sort of prepare a lot pek chek stuff come up.
1)Dennis come complaint me a lot of no budget stuff
2)Ting suddenly sms me fever not going, then call back wanna ask clearly also nvr pick
3)called ivy say outing cancel cos no 1 go, almost venge all anger on me. All surprise gone too.
4)Ivy wanna call jayce out if not trip wasted, jayce tired i dun wan force her out also.
With this 4 things accumulate up who get the most painful? Yes each one have their own problems and reasons. But with all accumulate who get the most pain? Me, i repeat is me.
Anyway thx to jayce who willing to spend her time come find us at Va Va voom cafe for dinner. We went to macdonald slack until 11.50 lidat then take last train to somerset for "The One" ktv. Damn this month so freaking budget. Actually think of going home since next day need go Sentosa, but since Ivy say go home very sian, dennis cannot go home at nite (Just dunno wat is the damn problem he facing), and the 3 dragon year decendants all budget...i really sacrifice my own budget for dennis to go ktv. Ivy able to afford for her own. So after ktv jayce treat us (shd be i guess lol) cab home.
I dun ask for wat, i ask for appreciation and improve in frenship with they all. I only ask for Dennis know how to appreciate my goodwill will do. As for the 3 of them, i hope they really mean it for " I love u as a fren" with good intention. Like i previous mention, i dun say any single thing for fun or for joke. I do mean it,although it sound like a joke.
But 1 thing when go out with them is hor i will feel very zi bei. A lot ppl b4 me can have a very close frenship type which i always cannot reach those stages. Even they knew each other shorter than i do. And yes, a Pisces will overthink. I see karine and jayce can have those pattern which i used to have in secondary sch which is Bo Chup Bo Chup, i really envy it. I see ivy and dennis can have like very close fren until those couples type i also very envy. I see GT is much more closer with Lena sarah they all have so many topics talk i also very envy.
I dunno is it am i those type of ppl who ppl dun dare to offend or they think i am extreme independant. I can jolly well say, no i am not.
I seem ppl can like suan each other, wack each other,scold like irritating each other, luff like mad with each other, feed each other, able to ice break with each other,take photo with each other...i feel so envy and yet envy.
I just dun get those stuff above. I dun mind ppl do those things to me, at least i feel i am exist. And truly well those above stuff meant no harm. But why ppl just treat me like a emperor lidat who dun dare to offend?
Can u all just point out some of my good points? I am a very stupid person who cannot realise my good points. I also want to know what make you think that i am worth to be your fren with good intention?
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I slept at 4.30am and wake up at 8.45+ without the alarm. Seem so surprisingly that i am able to wake up myself. But since i am totally bankrupt with no income at all, i have to wait for my parent come back and take a bit of allowance in advance.
After lunch, i chiong down to Harbour Front by train. Reach sentosa already is 2pm. Played at the Siloso Beach and dip in the sea for awhile. Dirty sea indeed -.-
Bathe at around 4.45pm. Everything prepared reach Harbour Front at 5.30 lidat. Wanna eat Sakae buffect at Marina Square but that place no more dinner buffet liao. So Jian Yuan and Joseph treat cab go CPF building there eat dinner. So funny with lots of jokes there. Then after that go home le. Took 130 home.
But so feeling down cos i accidentally formatted the photos. Haiz all precious moment gone. No photo able to upload here. Damn sian.
Yesterday with ivy they all also wanna take photo but in the end i also dunno how to open mouth although Ivy say anything. But i guess no 1 will wanna take photo with me de la, i look so ugly who will wan? No joke is serious. I hate my look a lot. Damn my look.
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