Sometime i will think back, am i choosing the correct path for my future?
Due to the strong competition in this world, of all human being is turning more and more cruel. They simply can just fire you with or without any stupid reasons.
Just review the Discussion Board from Navel Architectual module, i cant believe i am forcing myself to type my reflection of all the topics provided. Is like, serious i got no interest in ships, but only marine life. And yet, the wrong path choosen brought me till so far. When i think back, is hardly beliveable that i am passing smoothly till now, as what kind of me used to had in secondary school. During those day, i can only pass 1 subject out of all subjects provided. A student who are lazy to study, lazy to do homework. Yet now, i can chiong all the studies with fren outside late nite at mac.
Often a lot ppl telling me that my thinking is unrealistic, i am not down-to-earth. I feel like asking them, what is realistic to them? Money? Career? Talk like an adult?
Yes i admit i have unpractical thinking, but thats all wild imagination and fantasizing. Dun tell me they dun have fantasizing period. And dun say my age is not suitable for wild imagination, go outside kopitiam and see those old uncles. I can use my head as proof, they often fantasizing women and winning 4D.
My ma today can nag me from 503 to 512 about my unpractical thinking and neighbour complain i anti-social. I told her, unpractical thinking every 1 also got wat. Even lao auntie lao uncle also got, why come tell me? Then i also ask her, what is realistic to her mean. She replied me got a lot kind. What kind? She still said a lot kind. Then tell me dun say this kind of thing liao she dun like to repeat twice. I almost puke blood...
Then i say, neighbout this kind of thing. Not every 1 is heng enuff to get a good neighbour, often neighbour are very gossiping all this de. They wan say i m an anti-social ppl, what about them? Her 2 daughter got at least smile when walking pass my ma? Got at least nod nod smile at me? Bo rite?Treating us as transparent. What about the Teochew ah soh? See me macham like Death God like that, str8 away close door lor. Who more anti-social? Aiya neighbour de mouth is like machine gun de, once started hard to stop liao. And pls ar, i nvr do anything to de provoke them lo.
If they wan complaint i anti-social, why they cant just say at my face str8? Must report to my ma? Worry i shoot them back and noe my ma wont say anything but just smile smile? Wtf lor -.-
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Ahhhh 2 more days to exam, and i was like....~_~
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