Suddenly feel very stress, feel like screaming.
Dunno why suddenly become so mood swing, where is the old me in the past?
I want my past back. I want to be extremly cool of everything , i dun wan my AQ to be lowered.
I should be happy that i pass my Riding Theory Trial Test. But why am i like so sian? I dunno wat has become me also.
Suddenly just feel that everything dun goes in my way, suddenly just feel that i will drop to the lowest most bottom of the life again.
Suddenly feel that no one can be trusted.
Feel that my train is going to de-railed soon. Who is kind enuff to give a maintenance on me before i start my journey again? I feel no one. Why???
Why is there me in this world?
I should admit myself that i am a junk in this world. Is just another junk born into this world to waste all energy waste all resource to waste...
No talent no look no nothing. All piece of shit. I hate to be myself.
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BaHaMuT @ 10:29 PM