You know, I really really don't want to post any unhappiness stuffs on my blog. Reason is I don't wan people to have an impression of such a low adversity patience I have. Another reason is there are too many confidential and restricted stuffs that I can't even post, fuck it.
Take it as extremly unclassifed topics, and SSS(short sweet simple), I'm on leave today. Yet I need to go back and work. After work, my unstability mentality somehow psycho me to email and request for off. I don't do those stuff, I swear. Is not my intention. But somehow the envinroment makes me feel like I should sent.
Why? Other people who don't do work. they still get the same amount of benefits and advantage, others job scope is so simple that they considered themselves they have the heaviest workload and cannot tahan.
Oh, sound so sarcastic that I am the pillar of the company huh? If that is the case, can I request a few more resting periods? Like 2 weeks or 1 months lagi best?
That is like pointing me I don't do work while other guys did? Ok. Fair. Anything don't look for me, as I DON'T DO WORK.
I didn't mention others go for tea break for 1 hours + -, daily, whereby I need to focus my work from morning to lunch, from afternoon till evening? Fair enough though. I am just acting busy.
Is such an interesting day today. Got into a drill, get screwed until badly, miss my MA appointment for once and have to reschedule, while all this is not my work. Why must I clear the rubbish they dump and left behind?
And there are a lot others unhappy stuffs all once shot arrow me. I am really getting more and more sick of this life. One more year to go, 5 years deduction of my life span.
Sign Off By:
BaHaMuT @ 11:42 PM
