I guess, nobody will look at this blog anymore. Is kinda safe for me to put up some personal voices i wanna voice out.
First is, I'm not sure if i can survive any longer in my property specialist industry. My capital are running damn fast and damn low. Trust me, I left $51 till the free money felling off from sky at 1st May. I wonder How am i gonna to survive.
Secondly, I think i felling in love again. Better to make sure before I conclude anything, i only know this person (R) for 1 month plus. R give me a special feeling when we first met. I only met him twice, but i don't know why i have this feeling. Maybe is because I'm lacking of love this past 23 years? Or is it I'm nvr been into relationship before so thats why I wanna have one too? I don't know. I wonder how R feels about me. But then I believe he is not interested in me. From the way R SMS, from the way R talk to me, from the way R misses his previous Ex-bf....hmmm....difficult one. I never tot i will fall into love trap, but then...i kinda wanna admit that i still must surrender to Love's feeling. It is so strong. I misses R whenever i'm alone, I misses R whenever no news from him, and I misses R wherever I go...Hmmm. Shall I just end it once and for all? And it shall (Hopefully) wake me up once and for all instantly.
Lastly, Muhammad Fais. I know you are still angry about me telling a bit on your background information to R. But let me tell u this, R and I are nothing. He just treat me as a friend and wanted me to guide you. I still welcome you to be friends back to me. Don't be too hard headed. I know you are lonely. And i know you do feel i am kinda lonely without your irritating and nagging too.
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BaHaMuT @ 2:10 AM
