The Adventures Continue

2011-06-07T12:57:00.003+08:00

Thank you for the 2 precious long sms. Although it is not stated I had won the war, but still i wanna say thank you.

I believe you also do realise that I am interested in you. You are so clever by making yourself missing in your social circle and bait me out of my world.

You still locking yourself up in the social world? I know you need time, just how long will it be...

Maybe I'm too greedy. I am the one who do not know how to appreciate your 2 long sms. As I find the sms does not give me a clearer stated answer. But yet...

I really love you. Could you give me one chance? just one chance will do. Prove myself worth the waiting.

I'm really worried, worried that you might give others snatch away. But yea, is true. If a rs existed in the way of giving in and accepting, then is not perfect. It should be 2 way. I don't know how you feel about me after I had done so much for you. You may find irritating, you may find nuisance, you may find i'm wasting my time. But then...you are so clever. You know I did not state my stand clear and firm, and yet you also did not reply with a clear and firm. Everything is so neutral.

I still want you...trust me. Everytime i'm alone, my first person think is you...

2011-04-22T02:10:00.002+08:00

I guess, nobody will look at this blog anymore. Is kinda safe for me to put up some personal voices i wanna voice out.

First is, I'm not sure if i can survive any longer in my property specialist industry. My capital are running damn fast and damn low. Trust me, I left $51 till the free money felling off from sky at 1st May. I wonder How am i gonna to survive.

Secondly, I think i felling in love again. Better to make sure before I conclude anything, i only know this person (R) for 1 month plus. R give me a special feeling when we first met. I only met him twice, but i don't know why i have this feeling. Maybe is because I'm lacking of love this past 23 years? Or is it I'm nvr been into relationship before so thats why I wanna have one too? I don't know. I wonder how R feels about me. But then I believe he is not interested in me. From the way R SMS, from the way R talk to me, from the way R misses his previous Ex-bf....hmmm....difficult one. I never tot i will fall into love trap, but then...i kinda wanna admit that i still must surrender to Love's feeling. It is so strong. I misses R whenever i'm alone, I misses R whenever no news from him, and I misses R wherever I go...Hmmm. Shall I just end it once and for all? And it shall (Hopefully) wake me up once and for all instantly.

Lastly, Muhammad Fais. I know you are still angry about me telling a bit on your background information to R. But let me tell u this, R and I are nothing. He just treat me as a friend and wanted me to guide you. I still welcome you to be friends back to me. Don't be too hard headed. I know you are lonely. And i know you do feel i am kinda lonely without your irritating and nagging too.

2010-12-12T01:15:00.003+08:00

Random.

I still love you. And yes, i love you too. And i kinda love you.

3 Different peoples.

2010-07-04T01:32:00.002+08:00

Alright, i think i may need a psychatrit doctor sooner or later. Lots of funny hallucination happen lately.

For example, a fren text me 178 as number, i actually thought is 317 and keep pursuing it. Another friend text me her apartment block of 411, i actually thought is 420. And furthermore i tot i saw the bus information of directing me to Pandan garden 420.

Worse things, i saw another bus of 166 coming, but it is actually 156. Numbers have been making me mad lately.

Ok, with something so last min happen today. Was inside 852 going bukit batok, then there is a road block with no official warning initially starting to seal off the whole stretch of road from 4th avenue onwards to KAP Mcdonald. So i actually jam inside the whole journey for about 1hr 30 min. That is ok, but then SMRT loves to hire china drivers which they are not so familiar with singapore road. So, i actually have to lead the driver an alternative route so that he can skip the bukit timah road and continues its journey after Ngee Ann Poly (The traffic police was actually tellings all motorists to U turn back, but worse thing is there is no official reason initially).

In the end, the bus was lead to go through PIE, well but there is a massive jam as most motorists will defintely choose that road instead of Clementi road after holland village.
Worse things is there was a stupid fat bitch who act and talk like ah lian inside the bus kpkb. Keep complaint go here also jam drive there so slow traffic so jam. Come on la, you so clever you alight and walk all the way back to bukit batok la. Work for $4 per hour in mcdonald bad breath mouth so big for wat? Look at yourself before acting ah lian. So fat, so ugly and so nerd. Still can say might as well alight bukit timah take train go bukit batok. Even a china lady also know that bukit timah downtown line is still under construction. Where is your Bukit timah train come from? You slowly wait till 2015 then.

And so, the bus was safety "brought" back to interchange =/

Just finish 9 Temple movie, $10 for saturday. A horror show, and the overall rating is rated number 1 in Thailand. Well maybe the opposite of number 1 in singapore....Get what i mean? =/

2010-06-29T13:07:00.003+08:00

I had this weird dream. Where me and friends (but i dunno who they are) are in a restaurants, some people just act gangster and use violence against us.
And I just throw the plates and cups onto that gangster, and he just run away.

Does that mean i am more violence than that person??

2010-06-14T09:16:00.001+08:00

ORD, but im bored...

2010-05-22T09:16:00.002+08:00

Times flies, really flies. Another week, and i will be completing my BMT recourse. Still can remember 12 april 2010, where the new birds enlist, where there is a 'gangster' come and took us...haha.

But doesnt matter. Is just another come and go phase. I am already used to it. Frens will eventually comes and goes again and again.

2010-05-09T18:26:00.002+08:00

I just feel like ranting, Fuck you jurong node guys. Damn selfish, arrogant, cold bloodness ppl.

My OC was right, u guys are fucking selfish. Only think of yourselves. When one self are worthless, ignore to the max and kick far far away as possible. I dun mean all, i mean most all you.

2010-05-02T17:48:00.002+08:00

My 4 days holiday seem so fast, yet...

Nvm. Is time to go back to Shutter Island, boom!

2010-04-21T16:51:00.002+08:00

While waiting for ferry, took a quick blog.

Thanks to the dental ffi. I am able to get out of this sickening island and took a breath for a second. Yet, it make me travel from extreme east which is changi, to extreme west which is at jurong west. I dunno how i survive the journey with a jockey cap that make me cant sleep in a steady position, and mp3.

While at the guardhouse, i treat the sentry as a fren and talk casually. Guess wat? He somehow wanna bark at me by telling me to talk nicely and stand properly. But probably due to my rank is higher, he dun dare to bark at me. Weird fellow. Half and hour more to go, adios.

Welcome To Tekong

2010-04-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

Well, no need to say. You guys know where i am.

Im good, so far, based on i still can blog with mobile phone and surfing online. Dun ask why my battery wont flat. As phone charger are not allow for trainee.

My platoon are ok, quite a relaxing life without our regular platoon sergeant around. With him around, gotta be wayang and act stupid.

Introducing my bunk mate. I have:
1)Terrance. A quiet "bookish" guy. He reads a lot, do diary daily, and quite a religion guy. He is christian. He is our bunk IC.
2)Teck kai. A guy who sleep extremly early. And can say quite a lot during free time. Any kind of environment also can sleep.
3)sundaran. Another quiet and reader type guy. Different is he is indian and terrance is chinese.
4)Farhan. He posting out soon, as his manpower branch cock things up. He already completed the course. But somehow the recorded not done. So he was once required to come back for recourse. And he is leaving this saturday back to his parent unit. Good luck and farewell to you farhan.
5)Jeremiah. Not much was known on this guy as, not to be offence, he look kinda Creepy to me.
6)Ivan. He brought lots of lots of tidbits to camp. Well he is a very slim and tall guy. And a very nice and generous guy too.
7)wee long. He dun behave like a PES C soldier. As he is extremly fit. He does a lot of PT in bunk. Push up, crunches, sit up etc.
8)shawn sitoh. He got huge huge eyes. Which he say thats his significant to recognize him.
9)Guan Feng. He born in the 87s. Yet he got 2 sons, one 7 years old and 3 years old this year. Which mean he is a father at an age of 16. Dun behave like a father to me, and he got a super sharp voice when he laugh and scream. The samurai tattoo at his back make me seen familiar. Yet he is so protective of that tattoo till he dun wan to say where he make it.
10)Wyman. A hong kong guy. A common chill and relax guy. He have one big and one small eye, not to be offence. Been here for around 10 years i think.

Thats all folks. Another week tomorrow. 8 more weeks to ord. Bless our platooon relax relax and smooth smooth pass out.

2010-04-11T12:20:00.003+08:00

Ok, All ready. Less cutting hair. Thinking of wanna cut my house downstair later or not. Though i hate tekong shaving style, macham like wanna shave my whole head skin off.

Lets pray I wont kena kick back, and also will have easier life there.

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Now, I give up my towel and pt shoes in my MT line. Lazy to travel back.

2010-04-09T10:29:00.003+08:00

I bidded farewell to MT line and fellow mates.

Is time to journey back to previous gone through.

2010-04-02T14:02:00.003+08:00

Somehow you are so nice yesterday, just my feeling.

You initiate to tell me more story, and ask me for help.
You also initiate to strike punch with me, whereby normally is I initiate first.
And more...

Probably if this last forever, I am also quite satisfy.

And yes, 1 more week of stay in MT line, I gonna wake up soon.

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Holy Shit, I haven prepare my BMT stuffs, Sia la!

Dagger dagger, what shall I name my symbolic dagger?

2010-04-01T14:56:00.001+08:00

Was taking this premier cab shc8344h,the driver is a female westerner. My first time boarded with a westerner taxi driver. Hmmm but the whole journey is so quiet,tot they are quite friendly with easy approachable style? Kinda different this time round.

Its all dream

2010-03-30T22:58:00.002+08:00

I cant blame anyone. I can only blame myself. Is all liar, is all a dream. I just cant bring myself not to think on you,over my dead body or amnesia. Even amnesia could be temporary.
We may be nearly involve in a big fight today. I cant blame you for stepping on my mine (again). I can only blame myself for not letting you know my full self.
I am full of apologetic when i revenge with a hard smack on your head. But you should be understanding enough that my face 180 degree change when you accidentally scratch on my ear,although you were aiming my head. It is really too hard for me to accept that you commented me "too much". But i cant blame you. Thats why i apology first. As i myself also know that you hate people playing your head. I do wish we are still cool like last time, although you appearantly seem fine and you told me you need time to release your bad mood steam.
Can you,just for me, be a little more expressive to me? I am tired of being one man show and do all the guessing.
I am afraid that one day,you may say this to me " dun assume that you know me very well".Honesty,if you put that on me,i will really lost my control and give you a very hard punch. I wan neither of us to get injured, being physically and spiritually.
Please, heed my advice a little. I dun wish things to become nasty before i leave.
Thank you so much for what you have done for me so far. I am really appreciate.

Yes, i dunno why i swear, you filled up too much in my mind. I am really, fall onto you.

2010-03-26T00:05:00.002+08:00

To Adam bin Mohammad aka Adam Muziq:

What the heck do you mean that "LGH may be creeping everybody out"???

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Service netbook, visit Syab at TTSH (probably drop by to see the 2 TA gers at basement), pass Syab the CD, and boom, conclude my day.

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2 more weeks stay in MT line, i am seriously quite sad about it.

2010-03-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

I had my fun, I should be contented, I should wake up from my dream soon.

To lover cupid or lover god: did your just play a prank of jokes to my groups of frens? Why is everybody so emo on their relation thingy??

2010-02-26T19:40:00.002+08:00

Oh yea, im 22 peoples. Yes, im old. My look are older, i think by the age of 30, i may look like 50.

No more taiwan, now nid to go back Tekong. Sickening...

2010-02-15T20:52:00.002+08:00

New year joyga part 3

Lunar new year day 2, woke up at around 11am. Parents said they need to go out to do some purchasing. While i dun have net book with me, i can only pass time by reading comic and do my usual weekend routine. And when they back with lunch, i finish my lunch and goes to sleep.

Woke up at around 3.30, my sis already downstair waiting for us. Was intend to ask my parents to go first, as i feel freaking sleepy, but in the end i was drag to bathroom to take a shower and get change. In the end, we set off to my 4th aunty house at woodland at 4pm plus plus.

Was feeling quite boring and quite anti social to the crowd. Maybe is because of the emptiness feeling, but this is so wrong. I spent most of my time here doing a last minute blogging. Believe this show how boring i am. Right now still at my relatives house, my face are totally in red. Drank some of red wine though.

I dunno wat time will we be leaving, not sure meeting hua tonight or not. And not sure if zak will be meeting me tomorrow or not, probably he will put me aeroplane again?

I somehow wish that the movie i watch, do happen to me and the person concern. Though is wrong, hell wrong, but i do really wish it happen. At least, it does have a complete circle of living.

2010-02-15T19:17:00.002+08:00

New year joyga part 2

Lunar new year day 1, woke up at around 8am, having migraine -.-
Was meeting my father relatives side at bedok on 1030hrs. In the end, i set off my journey at 10am. Took a cab just to avoid late, manage to reach there at 10.30.

WHAT?Ah mai jie jie still sleeping. Wat the...in the end, manage to woke her up after banging (knocking) the door a several times. Oh yea,get some incense offering for my ah pek and ah mm. Dunno how i spent my time there, was chit chatting, slacking while waiting for ah tan kor kor and maybe other brothers and sisters. In the end, i end up taking lunch first. Got curry potato, pig trotters, 5 xiang and one pickles vegetable soup. I love the curry potato and chicken. It is simply delicious.

And yea, ah tan kor kor reach at 1pm. Was really hell freaking late. It doesnt really matter, as my frens and young bro will only reach at 3.30pm. After bai nian while chit chatting, and after their lunch, he sent me back home before they went into malaysia.

I believe i reach home at around 2pm. Was thinking of taking a nap due to the migraine in the morning. But my father ask me to go buy lunch with him for the guests invited later. I tot all of them will be late, but in the end zak called me at 1525 and tell me he reach. The hell is, i am at somewhere around ave 5 neighbourhood center relaxing with my coffee. Immediatly, my father fetch me home first to meet up zak and azura while he went and purchase the lunch ration. And i realise, yunos and syabaani went awol. Doesnt matter...

Bring them up first while waiting for hua, ning and shun. Hua and ning got problem waiting for cab, and also traffic jam problem. Therefore, they reach at around 5 plus. Was realised that shun wont be early, so we proceed with the lao yu sheng first. And yes, lots of funny stuffs happen during their visit. Can be between my parents communication, jokes around, play around, and of cos, sensitive topics and dark secrets were nearly expose.

Zak and azura left at around 6, and around 3 min later, shun came. They stay up till around 6 plus, and i follow them to ikea Alexander. Was surprise that ikea was open on lunar new year day 1, and not very crowded (hell yeah). Walk around, shop around, and i got myself a long mirror which only cost $10. Gotta need a mirror in my room though.

Finish shopping, head down to punggol park for dinner. Not a very pleasant welcome by the waiter, as they said in order to sit inside, we must be very quiet while consuming dinner. Well, they having valentine special environment.
Not say we are unhappy with the special event, but we are unhappy with the attitude of the waiter that just simply tell us to be quiet then can sit inside.
In the end, we went to the coffee shop opposite the park to consume dinner.
Not a very pleasant dinner too. The assistance came to us and said their white rice are uncooked. And yet, they serve us the ingredients first. In the end, they offer us ikan bili fried rice at 50 cent. My sentiments with ning were similiar. That is, the other table whom order too much food, and they cancel the order of the fried rice. That is why, the assistance will offer us the fried rice at such a steal rate.

Finish dinner, took cab to send ning home. After that, took a cab back to tpy to slack. Lots of sensitive issue were discuss with the taxi uncle while on the way back.

After that, shun headed home first. And hua and i slack till 6am, which include my mcdonald breakfast.

Took a cab home that got no midnight charge (my purpose). And woke my parent up accidentally due to the dropping of my mirror (heart pain,lucky never break). And fall asleep at 7am.

End of part 2

2010-02-15T18:13:00.002+08:00

New year joyga part one.

Never realise,its been half a month that no new updates. Yea,somehow times dun flies now, it teleport.

Was doing duty on friday,everybody was enjoying their half day off. I dun even have half day off to claim, so sian. Though day time pass quite fast, as i was just basically sleeping my day off. Zak was actually wanna accompany me till around 3pm (by right is his duty though), but since i came to know that his grandfather is hospitalised,i wanna him to go back early to have more time to visit his grandfather.

Chinese new year eve, my hand over duty day. My stand in head was actually require me to fetch personnel, and they wan me to stay till around 10 plus 11 to finish off the workload. Somehow this mission came to the ear of one stay in driver, and he offer to help me to settle this mission as is not very good for a chinese not to be at home early during cny eve. Therefore, i left my office at around 6am to prepare my home journey. I came to realise,there isn't any first bus during that period, plus my barang barang was way too heavy for me to carry (im just plain lazy), in the end i take cab home.

$19, thats like quite cheap. The moment i reach home, i finish my movie earlier week before which was only screened halfway. The show, is really far too realistic and romantic to be true. I somehow find it quite apply onto the life of mine. Play safe,i wont reveal wat are the movie i watch. I told zak about it, and he dun mind to watch it. Hmmm...

I fall asleep after finish the movie, so was late for the appointed reunion lunch. Went my sis house for reunion lunch. Consume too much though,therefore whole day my intestine got problem digest.

At night, i went down to my father relatives side for another session of reunion makan. It was Le Le Guo at Tiong Bahru, was quite surprise and disappointed. Surprise that i went there with hua they all before (never go in), but never realise is been open by my relative. Disappointed is that this kind of things they never update us. It make me think that who are we to them?

I didnt eat much there, as my digestion wasnt complete. I only eat a bit, and try out their laksa steamboat. Not bad though, only i see the price like a bit ex. Nearly puke my 5 days camp food though, due to 2 consecutive steamboat per day. Next time maybe can bring hua they all along to try, since ning work place is so near.

After that, ah tan kor kor fetch me home. Need to reach home before 12 to pray to tian gong lao peh.
By tradition, every kids shall stay up till late wee hours, a belief that parents will live longer when you stay up longer. But this year is the only first time i didnt stay up for long, i immediately KO on my bed and fall asleep.

End of part one.

2010-01-31T11:04:00.003+08:00

Thursday, went for a full shopping with zhao hong. Been shop the whole orchard over my so-called "make-over". haha

It was really damn tiring, mixing and matching all the types of clothes, pants, shoes etc. We just lacking of time as zhao hong nid to meet his frens at around 6.30pm. Therefore, i only manage to get myself a shirt, a pant, and a shoe.
And it total cost me around $230, but i spent an amount of around $700 on that day, faint.

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Friday...is a day that i dunno wat to conclude. Basically i just slack at home normally (as the day are reserved for my young bro), till i cfm with hua that might be meeting her to go down find Ning.
After I woke up in the evening, my young bro told me that he will be at lan shop that near his place. For I need to collect back my sim card, I told him to wait there and will be there at around 8 plus (ok, in the end i reach at 9 + -.- )

Played L4D2 with him till 11.30, and went to his void deck to have another sharing session of him on his problem.
I could say, is really not easy to settle. Both parties have their own misunderstanding and miscommunication.

After that, just went down tpy to meet hua to talk cock.

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Saturday, went prawning with my poly frens. After that meet hua and nind to go chinatown walk walk. And after that to Loyang Tua Peh Gong to give thanks of my prayer answered, beg for forgiveness of the sins i done, and also, pray for my young bro to have a better communication to his parents, and able to successfully go for this Thailand trip.

2010-01-17T11:50:00.000+08:00

Was having fever, and also bad cough. 38.2 degree, wow. Long time nvr fever. Think somebody just spread to me.

Cool~

2010-01-15T06:32:00.002+08:00

Finish my work at 3 plus. Manage to submit the 3 drivers licence 2 months before they ord. Well,my turn soon :)

Zakum is sick. Having fever, and also cough. Ask him see doctor he dun wan. Bo bian, have to buy some drink to cool down his temperature. Was thinking some liang teh or wat. But came to think of it,he dun take those herb drink normally. Therefore bought him a sugar cane.

After fall out i went to jp to meet zh,though he is on mc haha. Went to mac to get the new 3 lucky charms. Manage to remember before hua remind me, heh ;)
Got my watch fix,but drop out again. Then i fix myself back. Lousy skills sia that watch seller.
Bought a fish porridge for him in case he hungry or wat,cos he got no appetite in the day. Though i think he never eat in the end, as he said his stomach something wrong,eat already sure vomit.

So i went back bunk after MSG Ho gave me a can of beer. Long time never drink, shiok sia. But after bathing and i lie down on the bed, oh no no no. The sensation start to come. My whole face turn like a cooked prawn. In the end i sleep at 2230.

And thats not all, i woke up suddenly at 0230 for no reason. Something telling me something went wrong. And i am like freaking energetic. I tot of going to see zakum if his fever had been better. But i was too lazy to move,therefore i just continue lying down trying to sleep. But then i just cant go to sleep, in the end i still get my leg cramp.

With that flipping here and there, i heard a sms at 0400. It was zakum who message me, requesting me to ask MSG Ho if he can rest in bunk. I realize that he haven been sleeping since 2 plus due to vomiting and fever. He doesnt wan to report sick. I went to his bunk and told him to get change, i will accompany him go see doctor. Therefore after all the travelling and reporting to respective, he finally get to see the doctor. 5days mc. Later gonna send him out to take cab.

Well is friday, but i got to work on saturday. Wat the hell. And i got duty next saturday too. Goodness, all my precious weekend time......=(

2010-01-08T14:56:00.001+08:00

Saturday is coming.

2010-01-06T20:48:00.002+08:00

Freaking hell. Need one more friday.

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Phew, so far all the preparation for his present is almost done. I need some remaining items and to do list:

1) Get a present box from Daiso
2) Get the birthday card written from Hua and Ning
3) Look for cupcake, or some small cake, whichever edible la haha
4) Make 21 stars and fill it into the present box
5) Purchase "snake" horoscope design doraemon
6) Eh...i don't think i need to put Pocky in? -.-
7) Get wrapper and wrap up the present before saturday come. Oh, maybe ribbon too?

Lets hope, pray, wish, that his duties remain unchange. If not, all my hard work gone to waste.

And i still thinking, how to get a security clearance for Hua to drive inside camp... =/

2010-01-03T10:44:00.003+08:00

Been rounding and rounding for the past few days, like this kind of enjoyment, yet we got no idea where to go.

Hmmm....advance gratz to my young uncle whom his daughter will be full month on the 9 jan. Wow!

Didn't have a very good sleep yesterday, fall asleep like in 4.30am? and wake up at 5am -.-
Reason: I dream something that is quite a fact, but i dun wish to say it out.

Thats all for my long weekend, although i got another long holiday ahead. But well...is not really a holiday though haha.

Are you really that innocent and simple? Or is it just my acting are too professional?

2009-12-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

New year coming soon, yet i need to take 1 week MC to avoid recourse. Well, is my first time taking MC, dunno able to take so long or not. I am such a lousy liar, how to cheat for MC? =/

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Gotta do some planning for my finance in 2010, cannot like that keep on spending.

Coming jan 2010:

Incoming:

CPL pay (hopefully) = $490
Hilmi debt = $60
WITS for my own group : $300
WITS from Encik Safuan: $300

Total = $1150

Outgoing:

Singnet bills (already deducted) = $32
M1 Bill = tentatively $45
EZ link bill = Tentatively $40
Unknown cost = Hopefully won't exceed $30

Total = $147

Grand total = $1003

Alright. Heres my plan: Save $500 to saving. Keep $250 into my Oversea trip saving. remaining $250 for....expenses and unknown cost? -.-

LIKE NOT ENOUGH SIA!!!! Jia lat.

Let me put: $1200 for Car lesson, $700 for Thailand, $400 for furnitures.
A total of $2300. Wa seh! I think i have the need to earn more illegal income liao, within this 5 more months of contract.

I hope, I wish , I pray, by end of year 2010, at least a $10000 in my saving lol. Such a small goal -.-"

2009-12-27T20:47:00.002+08:00

Somehow, i dun really miss u anymore, not like last time.

Maybe is time to walk on, have enough of playing.

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Christmas just pass, now awaiting for new year. Gotta go back bmt in 5 jan,i am still figuring a way to escape. I dun wish to go back to a life where there is no freedom, and lots of hypocrate leaders.

Been playing mahjong with poly friends since thursday till friday. Got win got lose, but overall is winning. saturday went for tom yam, then at night go do some walk walk at bugis. Long time nvr slack like this, shiok.

After that taunt over at Lor 7 tpy till 159 first bus. cannot tahan.

Sunday basically just slack at home, really too tired to go out again. Booking in later, gotta see the new boon lay bus interchange.

2009-12-24T10:36:00.001+08:00

A boring, and lonely christmas. Pray that it rain heavily thru out this 3 days =/

2009-12-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

Need to avoid, and quit the habit!

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I think, i am not going back BMT recourse le. Though my Jurong node has nothing much left for me to stay, but i think i still prefer the life here. If ask me go back bmt, i think i will be carried out instead of walk out.

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Long weekend ahead. But I knew, holiday sure end fast. Happy time always end fast.

2009-12-05T18:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is another high day. Duty from thursday (suay again -.-) hand over on friday. Then took a express bus from jurong west area to orchard area with 1 army fren for a movie due to our CSSCOM anniversary.

Oh well, lucky I did get some sleep on the duty period itself, if not I gonna be a zombie crawling over there. And yea, CSSCOM treated us a movie which is Ninja Assassin. Quite a nice show, though it was M18 due to strong violence (some part i dun dare to watch -.-)

After that, went home to rest awhile as need to meet up JY to look for ah boon bday present. Time constraint, not much choice to look. In the end, bought a jacket from Nike suntec.

After that went Royal hotel (or hotel royal o.o?) at newton for buffet. Quite cheap, is only $25 nett, though the quality and the stuffs is almost the same like La Mei Zi.

After dinner, went over to Liang Court for partyworld. I didnt have a proper rest before the day, and early morning need to travel to town area from camp, therefore my voice is like not up to standard. A few songs sang, and i am like muted. But the other 3 (or 4) frens are like damn high. After consuming the white wine (forgot wad brand), all become so high. I wonder had they reach home safety or not, especially ah boon, he need to travel NR3 alone =/

Well, actually the dinner was actually planned tonight. But in the end Ah boon say got something else, therefore it bring forward to yesterday night.
And oh well, my turn, saturday monster killed me =/

Furthermore, I monday on leave -.-"

How am i gonna to spend my weekend????

2009-11-29T13:35:00.002+08:00

Think better start jot down whichever weekend that I been thru. Recently been lots of weekend duties and yet, i dunno how i exactly life thru my weekend.

Though last friday is holiday, but basically i am just sitting nothing and rot at home. Sat help out sis at east coast flea market. Probably is items and location wrong, which result totally no sales. Hopefully today there is some sales just to cover up the rental also good enough.

Another boring working week. Boring till death.

2009-11-14T12:35:00.000+08:00

I find myself damn useless. An antiboitic also unable to swallow.

2009-10-31T08:27:00.003+08:00

He was really gone. Cant help but had a sudden felt of emptiness.

Life is so full of unexpected changes, you may be happily chatting and enjoying the moments , and the next min, its gone.

So dear all, please do cherish whoever is around you. I did, and I had not much regret.

Please R.I.P, my MT line lao cik.
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Rotting in camp doing duty, and take this oppotunaty to bring my lazy body up in front of com and update this dying blog (haha -.-). Maybe tml will be going chinatown (AGAIN!) to look for the shoe which I wanna buy.

Recently, my Saving's efficiency has been dropping. From initially of $500 per month till now like only $100, si beh jia lat. How to take car license? =/

Alright, take this as my lame excuse --> Aiya new year coming soon, buy some new clothing and shoes no wrong right? Long time nvr shopping liao.

2009-10-26T09:56:00.000+08:00

Old man. Are you sure you really passed away? I hope this news is not true.

2009-10-18T11:26:00.003+08:00

Clearing my off from thursday and friday. Been relaxing the whole weekend, shiok.

Now my holiday coming to an end, sian. So fast...

No worry. My holiday is not fully end yet, i still have 4 more days leave to be cleared till november, which is also the day where old man touch down. After he touch down to singapore, is my turn to start counting down.
Or wait, shoulden be start counting down, if not days will pass even slower.

2009-10-05T11:44:00.002+08:00

Nvr realise it been so long nvr blog, too busy on the weekend though. And somemore stay in camp almsot whole 2 damn weeks.

LAB is finishing soon, pls pls, let it end fast. Enough of this hidden stress. Is like major exam.

Off today, monday. One more off day old man owe me. zzzz

Nvr enjoy much during weekend also, basically no $ to spend. Si beh sian.

Realise it been about 3 yrs+ since i buy any shoes or shirts, must faster find some time go shopping.

2009-09-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

Since I had 2 so-called assistance for helping to check in the audit, and yes, there are lots of problems. For I, the chairman will be on holiday. Must learn to be relax.

Was actually got a public announce that tml is to be staying back to do all the checking, but somehow it is change and there is rumour saying that it was on the 26th. And yea, 26th is some particular guy on duty, and that particular guy is really a damn fuck up guy who think that he work the most and other people work the less, excluding those close buddies of his.
Must be his idea of changing the confinement weekend into his duty day. Fucking sick of him that cannot suffer alone, must drag other people down.

What worse? If we are going to confine on 26th which is a saturday, I have a duty on next day. Which mean i cant even properly rest at home.

What to do? He is the king of the control, thats what he claimed. I guess i am not gonna to give a damn to any shit anymore. I am leading my own life, i will become more and more bo chup and learn to relax.

Come to think of it , this guy studied laws. Probably had a good way in talking, reasoning, and giving excuses. Oh yea, he is one of a best politician. Since the day he stepped into the office, there were lots of politics going on. And I caught him quite a lot of times that he been back stabbing me.

Doesn't matter la huh? 9 more months only. Just tahan awhile and I can just happily fuck off.

Thanks goodness, some of my ORD-ed drivers got their license application approve and informed on the date of collection. Some peace of mind eh. Love to see happy smile on their face when they got the notice of collection of license. But hate to have the feeling that nobody appreciate.
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Been to this shop to purchase some card. I purposly pick a one that without ant price label. And the cashier girl was talking on the phone. And when I hand over her the card that i am purchasing, she seems to be surprise that how come the card wasn't with any price label. She flip through her whole registry, and finally found the code that tally the correct price of the card.
Somehow she key in the price which is much more expensive than usual, but after verbally said out the price, i realise it was the correct price. And the cash register was also showing the correct price.

After paying the price, i commended her profesionalism. And she was like so stunned or what. Maybe is my strict-looking face alarmed her?

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Tml is a fun day. Gonna meet with some friend that haven't been meeting up for quite some time.

And yea, i had been lao-sai 4 times this morning -.-

2009-08-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

Saturday went Zirca, woot. Long time nvr club, really old man liao. Shake here shake there a bit like less than 1 hour, tired until seat down cannot move liao.

No la, probably the music also not that nice. But the environment is defintely higher than st james. Probably next time will hang out there more often bah, if got chance la, cos only nid $15 before 11pm, though yesterday we were late. In the end pay $28, zzzz.

New month coming soon, 9 more months to ORD xD

2009-08-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

A new week. And a week of tiredness, and pressure, and exciting.

Contradict. Well, gonna go for some shooting this coming week, is going to be a long day as we are not weapon trained. Hmmm.

Bless me good luck, as I wan to get marksman, or maybe just a pass will do bah? -.-

Gonna do some photo shoot after the lunar 7th month. Not a good month to take photos during lunar 7th month bah.

My first project will be the Jurong abandoned railway track. Searched online, every photos starting point is Sunset way, and manage to find the end point, which is after the Jurong Port road. Though the end point doesnt satisfy me, cos the track somehow just taken out, and the terrain had been mess up to determine whether the track path is it still noticeable. Wanna go take a look myself.
Quite a danger adventure, but interesting.

Therefore, this are my projects for photo shoot:

1) Jurong Railway Track
2) Kranji Abandoned Estate
3) Ang mo kio bridges

These 3 are my main projects first. More projects and ideas will be on the way.

2009-08-09T09:17:00.000+08:00

Long weekend, yet i need to do duty in monday. -.-

Was wondering, are all uniform personnels dirty-minded? Almost everyone have families, but always talk about geylang la...oversea prostitues la...hwo they intimidate with them until go hotel all this la... =/

2009-08-01T10:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday ride home from Ronald is really shiok, but thankful that I am able to reach home safety. Can you believe it? After 3 cans of tiger beer, and speeding at 160KM/H at so many expressway, and along BKE still got taxi wanna guai lan with Ronald.

And thanks enough that Ronald forget the last digit of the cab plate, if not he really did lodge a complaint to that company but unable to file the report as he forget the last digit of the car plate.

Aiyo, please, no rush. Wan overspeed is ok, but not to a extend of double the speed limit, that is really...scary.

2009-07-19T11:35:00.002+08:00

Days getting more and more faster each week. But how i wish now is the year of 2010.

Was having fever yesterday, thought of gettnig a MC, but then today got duty (blogging in camp), so doesnt want to trouble other people to take over me or rather, finding people to cover my duty. So i rest the whole day spending time sleeping drink lots of water whatsoever to reduce my body temperature.

Thanks goodness, I am in stable condition now.

Gonna have a long long week this week, sunday duty, friday duty, so sian =/

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NDP coming, but dunno why cannot get any tickets. Was trying to mug and steal some preview tickets though, actual day...don't think have any single or slimming chances.

But I am quite curious, what will be the fun pack this year? Though the last NDP i attended is like...7 years ago? =/

2009-07-06T13:19:00.003+08:00

4 days of resting at home, some minor shoppings, and some activities.

Really got no mood to talk about work, so many of politics. Sickening. NSF life also need to play politics. Bo Liao.

Saturday meet up with poly friends. Hmm, long time nvr see Rasmi and Tun. And Fen loo also. And some of them going to UK for 1 months soon. Shiok, but burn a lot expense $.$

And they were discussing some major gathering on the september. Whoo, gotta busy again.

Sunday morning went swimming, after 11 months of touching pool water. Been learning from friends how to swim, though I know they going to high blood pressure when teaching haha.

And for 2 and 1/2 hours of dipping in water, whole body aching. Plus the weather is so unstable, sometime hot sometime cold, at night when meeting sis they all for movie was like having fever.

Went to watch Ice Age 3. Really damn funny. 5 stars of 5 stars. Every scene defintely got laughting part.

Depression week again =/

2009-07-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

You know, I really really don't want to post any unhappiness stuffs on my blog. Reason is I don't wan people to have an impression of such a low adversity patience I have. Another reason is there are too many confidential and restricted stuffs that I can't even post, fuck it.

Take it as extremly unclassifed topics, and SSS(short sweet simple), I'm on leave today. Yet I need to go back and work. After work, my unstability mentality somehow psycho me to email and request for off. I don't do those stuff, I swear. Is not my intention. But somehow the envinroment makes me feel like I should sent.

Why? Other people who don't do work. they still get the same amount of benefits and advantage, others job scope is so simple that they considered themselves they have the heaviest workload and cannot tahan.

Oh, sound so sarcastic that I am the pillar of the company huh? If that is the case, can I request a few more resting periods? Like 2 weeks or 1 months lagi best?

That is like pointing me I don't do work while other guys did? Ok. Fair. Anything don't look for me, as I DON'T DO WORK.

I didn't mention others go for tea break for 1 hours + -, daily, whereby I need to focus my work from morning to lunch, from afternoon till evening? Fair enough though. I am just acting busy.

Is such an interesting day today. Got into a drill, get screwed until badly, miss my MA appointment for once and have to reschedule, while all this is not my work. Why must I clear the rubbish they dump and left behind?

And there are a lot others unhappy stuffs all once shot arrow me. I am really getting more and more sick of this life. One more year to go, 5 years deduction of my life span.

2009-06-28T20:09:00.001+08:00

Timbre in MT Sophia? Got difficulty "climb" all the way there though. In the end, while we found the place which is inside a place call "OldSchool", we just realise is just above the long stretch of staircase behind PS -.-

And we walk all the way to Selegie and start finding from there, all the mountanious road...-.-

2 Nights did not sleep at home. This coming week sure damn shag. Lucky i am on leave on thursday and friday. But no confirm, cos is not approve yet.

2009-06-14T13:59:00.003+08:00

Just reach home at 5.30am this morning. Was having KTV with poly friends. It was so fun.

We went to Liang Court partyworld outlet. It was sooooooooooooooooo freezing. And there isnt any mode to increase the temperature.

Gratz ah boon commission into Officer. And everyone of our poly friends will only have at most 1 more year to go. Jia u Jia u.

Lack of sleepness, gotta go back sleep again. Tonight still need to go cut hair, buy Vitagens, and pay my stupid M1 bills.

2009-06-07T18:35:00.002+08:00

Spending weekend rotting at home, and visit my sis.

Is good to have a family gathering once in a time, but then i realise, next week is father day. most likely going to hold another gathering, so... -.-

Next month gonna go for a wooo hooo shopping month. A total of $250 + $70 + $50 = $370 (GST offset, people O$P$, sister gave wan respectively) going to burn. Though what i need is a new pair of spec, a blazer, a new jeans, some shirts. For that, i believe $370 is not enuff. And i believe that people O$P$ not going to return, say will return will return until now no return. Curse you go and die better. Go involve in car accident best.

Going to have a busy month coming up, NDP stuffs, anniversary stuffs, and inspection stuffs....why do I get so many involvement whereby i cant get my promotion? Even it is illegal promotion. That so...discouraging.

2009-05-31T21:45:00.003+08:00

Another week past...another month pass...

lets hope 2009 pass as fast as possible, is a year of wasting time for me.

Saturday went Partyworld with poly friends, this is my second time went with them. First time is with ah boon and wei jian only, now is with JY and yu ling and ah boon.
Sing until 1am +, catch 1N home after that.

Sunday...went Taka with hua ly and aaron. Take a walk around wisma , heeren and cine area. Found out that the place had indeed change a lot. We even lost our way at first where we are heading to far east instead of Taka...
Seriously speaking, I cant remember my last time been to Cine. I only can remember is around 2007, where I still hang out with the poly friends, hiddenleaf gang and primary school friends often. And the whole 2008...i believe there is once or twice bah...after graduation or so...definetely will go there.

So i still believe, defintely more than 1 year not been to Cineleisure...

Boo hoo, back to camp.

2009-05-29T21:20:00.002+08:00

Friday...a day where most of the human love.

Was expecting to have early release like 1500 to 1545 like these, as old man said he will release us early at around 1530. But then, when he finish talking and falling out, it was like already 1615. And furthermore he add on 1 sentence, " My office personnel cannot go back first" ... zzz

Oh yea, dunno what he want also. I stay until 1700 , there is nothing special or instruction for me. Waste my precious time.

Bathe, went back home. Was like already 1830 reach amk, and i stand all the way from Boon lay station to AMK.

Along the journey towards marina bay wasnt an pleasure trip. It was soo soo soo soo squeezy. People just bump each other without saying excuse me or wat.

And when boarding, it is considerate to allow passengers to alight first. As for me, the platform was so squeezy that i happen to be not near the entrance, nor very far from the door. But some indian guy keep pushing my bag, and forcing me getting nearer and nearer to the door that the alighting passengers keep bump into me from the front. Wat so kiasu about waiting for next train? it was like 3 min for the next train to arrive only.

But to be truth, i really dislike the platform along jurong east, especially during peak hour. You can see the middle track is only single track. And it happen to be the final station, and therefore the middle track train will open both of its door.
And before the train arrive, towards Joo Koon and Pasir Ris train will definetely arrive before the train towards Marina Bay first. Therefore lots of people will transfer to the other direction.
You will macham like seeing each platform passengers are going to have a war on the other platform passengers. yea right, they are "fighting" for seats.

Most of the people will go towards CCK, kranji & woodland area as these are the most rural area and inconvenient places to go. Therefore, pity passenger like me that need to go all the way to AMK have to stand till woodland area than have seat. But dun forget, each station will both alighting and boarding passengers. Plus there are also a lot of disabled, pregnant woman and old aged, therefore your "conscience" will go against you which will make your chances of getting a seat lower.

So...why am i complaining so much on train? =/

Take bus next time hao le...

2009-05-24T16:25:00.001+08:00

A boring weekend i had. Nothing big issues =/

2009-05-17T11:59:00.002+08:00

Was having a mini BBQ at shun house void deck. At first was really think that is it illegal to do so?

But since all the stuffs had been prepared, wasnt really bother 3 7 21 so much liao, just BOOM, and set up.

Kinda pai seh though along the set up, those uncles seating in the shelter was keep looking at us. Then when there was fire set up, they moved off. Was thinking if they really find excuse by saying "need to go XXX YYY ZZZ le" or wat, then move off. Dun bother.

Woo hoo! Johnny was a great cook. Should not be working in IT sales, should go be a chef. He know which to mix the sauce and ingredient, making the food smell great taste great. Shun help out in cooking alot too, if i not wrong the crab stick mix with pepper is he make wan, taste so shiok xD~~

Must thanks everyone for preparing especially Hua, one person prepare 97% of the stuffs, not easy.

Is a pity though for one thing, that is satay. Think was tuesday or when, i eaten my camp Macik satay, then i sms hua said wanna have mini bbq lol. Then the main makan I hope for which is satay, but doesnt matter. Satay can be eaten anytime =)
What most important is everyone gathered to have fun talk cock and chit chat. Long time didnt have this gathering le, stay up till midnight then joke around.

There was a time i eat until going to lao sai, so i chiong to Hua's toilet to borrow. Then when finish, a police car stop at the loading bay. The police was waking towards our pit position. Me and hua was thinking, die liao die liao, must kena fined or wat le. Then when we 2 "fly" there, the police was heading to 34 apartment -.-

Guess everyone was having a cold sweat...pai seh la, my idea of bbq =P

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Gym as usual, though really didnt chiong as previous session though. Didnt do much cardio, so i didnt find any "improvement". =/
Though I did go play a few more basketball (arcade) with shun and then Hua.

At night treat my family include lao jie and lao jie fu dinner, cos they help me sell off my old laptop. Is a must must to treat. though they very ke qi and ask for claypot rice nia.

The claypot rice really taste good, though is really quite expensive la like that think back, though my budget for putting this treat will exceed $50++

Pai seh ar if people sms me at night i didnt proper reply or did not reply, cos i really too tired to reply. I skipped my tv show eventually at 2330. Therefore people who sms me i will just simply ignore or reply with 1 or 2 words, sorry ar >.<

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Morning wake up, 9.30am nia -.-

Was expecting to wake up at 11+++ , but i dunno why my body will just "adjust" the sleeping hour to maximum 10hours nia.

Had a porridge for breakfast, lao ma cook wan. With potato, cai pok egg and crab stick, additional with prawns.

P.S. My turtle is getting more and more older, bathe also scare. And even drop into toilet bowl, though his body shell is too thick to be flush away this time =p
And turtle are meant to be pervert, if not why inside dragonball got 1 old bald uncle got a turtle shell behind his back is also pervert? =)

2009-05-02T12:28:00.003+08:00

Was very very very busy with the work recently, tons of things to do.
Therefore, it was a great great relieve that weekend came.

On Labour day, there was no program for me. So i just sms Hua and ask got any program bo, kinda sian...
And she also said no program. Just nid to go for lunch (4pm) and later go down find Ning. Hua ask me to go along also. I replied her that my temper is not very good that day, so if any irritating stuff i encounter and i really bth, i will just walk away.

Hua came to amk , have lunch , then usual arcade slack around. She said that they will be going bugis after that. For me is ok, cos i have to find the mini fridge for my new bunk.

After that went down to great world. When transferring bus 16 to great world, there was a few japanese girls (think around 15, 16) niam niam niam niam niam the whole journey. Then when they were preparing to alight before great world, the bus brake and they almsot fall down. Giving a very loud SCREAM though. -.-
And they were hyper active la, after they alight, they went to the rear side of bus (Where their friends was) jumping around and saying BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE. And i dunno why the bus can stop for that stop for 1 min, probably he is trying to squeeze everyone inside the bus. For that 1 min, those girls can jump around waving their hands non-stop.
Hua was already trying not to laugh out loud, but when she saw my face whom is giving a very very big smile (macham like face cramp like that), she cannot tahan and break out the laughing. Though is soundless, but i think tio a lot lai xiong liao =/

Later that, went down to bugis. Ning nid to find stuffs in OG for her mother day's gift.
As usual, after finish shopping, it was quite late, due to cross over to bugis village.

As it was already quite late, most of the shops had close. So we went down to musthafa to find some wrapper and gift box. Shop for quite long over there, but cant find my mini fridge. So sian.

And if i never remember wrongly, i drank about 4 bottles of mineral water that day. Weather is so hot.

At last, we took cab to CCK. Inside the cab i found a $10 note on the passenger seat. And while i took it, the taxi uncle seem to realise it also. And he keep staring at me, think is he thought i will return to him or wat. WAIT LONG LONG, i just bo chup and buckle up my seat belt and ignore him.

After they 2 separate, me and hua thought of taking cab home. But because we afraid that we might meet tio the same taxi uncle again, we decide to go to yew tee square and use the toilet for awhile.

When finish, hua asked if I want to check out the NR3 route, as the bus route for NR3 is quite messy. I said ok, cos i may wan to take Night Rider home to save the $ for cab fare (Also dun wan to waste the $10 la xD ).

So when we check out the destination, we realise that from yew tee station, the bus will detour a very big round of CCK area before reaching bukit panjang and up to expressway to reach Far East. Hua was asking me seriously wan to try the NR3 or not. I said we can wait for the bus, if is not long then we can try.

And wow, the bus really just came , for about 2 min or so.

When we flag the bus, hua was saying that the bus driver might think why got this 2 siao eh take bus to town area now. And i wanna ask how long the journey might take to town area.

When boarding, my first impression on the bus driver was, "WA SEH, so hip sia. Dress until macham like cowboy like that. A cowboy hat with a bandana, a leather jacket, with damn shiny boots". Was thinking, late night bus driver can dress until so fashionable ar?First time see that sia. The driver was quite a handsome guy (malay), and when i ask how long to reach far east, he just give a stunt face and turn his head away, "Don't know!"

Erm....did i just do a stupid thing? Is Night Rider journey time a free N easy one? I believe so huh. Why didnt i think of that in the first place? Hua was saying, now i leave an impression to that driver liao. First is got siao eh take bus to town area at that hour, second is I ask stupid things. Third is me and hua keep ki li gua la ki li gua la the whole journey, LOL.

When reach far east (30 min from Yew tee stn) , we cross the overhead bridge to that dunno wat hotel to take NR1 home. But i nid a toilet urgently (drank too much water), we went to the macdonald there to use. And i do another stupid thing that hua keep on laughing and cannot forget my action. Cos the corridor there got CCTV, and in front got a counter with a coin box that asking ppl to put 20 cent for toilet usage. So i just act like i am putting a 20 cent coin into the box with a loud POOM when my finger encounter the coin box.

Erm....dunno wat so funny la. I believe the japanese girls outside the bus jumping around to her friends is more funny lor.

Inside the toilet, got 1 security come out from the cubicle. I think he wan to take toilet paper and put some water to wash his lan jiao ba? Though he didnt zip it after coming out from toilet cubicle, but when i went in, he just cover it with toilet paper and the whole face is so red.
Was thinking, wat so pai seh revealing your lan jiao unintentionally to stranger? Toilet leh. Washing lan jiao is so common.

And lastly, went to take NR1 home. Really got free transfer sia, but the bus is quite pack, there isnt any window seat available upon boarding.

Guess next time I will just take NR home instead of cab, really save a lot $ sia.

2009-04-26T20:45:00.003+08:00

Another weekend passed.

Was having lots of movies caught this few weeks, and out of 3 movies , 2 were from japan.

First is Handsome suite, second is 17 Again, and lasly which is watched today, 252 Signal Of Life.

And im not sure if the next coming movie will be Gu Gu The Cat? which is also from japan =/

So far only Handsome Suite which satisfy me, others was like quite normal. For 17 Again, is not really a funny show. And for 252, it is too draggy and too drama.

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I not sure weather is there any BBQ plan for next saturday or not, is like not much people to jio also. but i think there is other reason ba?

But lets hope there will be 1, for it will spent my saturday "wisely".

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Usual 'think too much' again, back to a square of choices. I am not sure what am i gonna work after NS, though is still long, but i really not sure what am i gonna to do.

When i was small, i always said I wanna be a soldier. I also dunno why haha. Probably the look of carrying an armed looks cool to me on that time.

And when i reach government school, i wanna be a reporter. It allow me to know the first hand news or gossip, and 'share' this piece of news to others.

When i reach the first year of poly, my first thing came to mind is, "change your style in everything". Yea, i start to look up for fashion, facial care or whatever which do to image. Though i may not have reach to my satisfy point, but at least is a try better than just ignore it. This is due to i wanna be an actor next time. no joke huh.

But when reaching the end of poly, i wanna just go along with what i am studied. Which is Marine engineer. Or anythign that does to marine line. Though is a tough job, and not really my interest. But when come to the reality of $, it doesnt give you any choices huh?

Right now, i am back to dunno what I wanna do. In fact other than my "fantasy" job i wanna do, i still have a lot of jobs that came across my mind.
I wanna work as fireman, work as part of civil defence.
I also wanna work as a bus driver.
I thought of working as a seaman.
I came across of thinking to be a detective, or part of CID.
Etc etc

No point saying so much ya? Still early now. NS still so long.

2009-04-17T23:28:00.003+08:00

Back from camp, phew.

Holiday camp so long, so long nvr 1 shot stay in. Really cant get to used it. Must have discipline.

Having slight fever now, about 37.2 degree, my hotness even broke the fuse of the light in bathroom.

Oh and yea, was playing photo hunt alone in zone X today. Then an uncle came in and ask can join, i say ya sure. more people better. Then quite a few uncles and an aunty come and play also. Though they help me to get high score in the second game which one of the uncle paid.
Hmmm, but was wonder, is it i look like old uncle thats why they also join in? or am i social friendly? -.-

and wednesday damn suay, fell off from OUV. My left thigh was in great pain, but cant get MC leh =/

Wireless modem came, but dunno how to fix. =/

I hope sunday can get high fever, i want get MC =x

2009-04-13T21:12:00.003+08:00

Holidays ended, and it ended earlier, though it was originally planned.

Damn, why must he be back on sunday? Cant it be the changed scheduled of tuesday?

Hope he will be on holiday again soon. With him around, working life is alwys damn sian.

2009-04-08T23:09:00.002+08:00

Im on off tml, long holiday =D

Old man will be back on tuesday, another weekend stay out =D

The new DYFM had been posted out within 2 days, the OA Com is back to mine again =D

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On the way back home, there is a pathway with lots of rainforest tree. They bloom a type of yellow flower, and just now at about 7.30pm, all that yellow flower petals fallen off. The scene is quite pretty, but was wonder, such a hot weather now, dun seem like autumn? =/

2009-04-05T18:56:00.006+08:00

Im back, with muscle ache the whole arms and legs.

OOOOOO i miss KFC =x

Been busy running to sim lim, gym and tons of sleeping at home lately. The time in holiday camp passes so fast, damn.

This is what i got from my encik when he is away:

And recently had been spending money like breathing oxygen. I bought another laptop =/

Eh, but the camera not i pay 1. Is my lao peh buy de, i asked him to buy a blue colour de, but he bought this =/ nvm, at least there is other reason to buy it as he strike 4d after buying this with certain receipt number lol.

This is the small laptop i bought. They call it netbook, without any CD rom. Though i find is very portable. And seldom use cd rom too, so no point buying external portable dvd rom.

And behind got a speaker, cos the old 1 keep giving problem. So i bought a new one also, though quite long ago already.

As usual, my table is hell mess. Usual lazyiness to pack up also =P

If best soldier really got 1 day off, i will claim it on thursday. Since friday is public holiday. 4 days rest straight in a row, before old man come back. Though i wish i wish i wish his flight will delay. =x

2009-03-26T22:55:00.001+08:00

LGH is a big bad bastard, my apology for wat i had done if the outcome really turn out to be the biggest April Fool. My apology for being this big bastard, cos i felt so unfair.

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I think my army fellow mates dunno is inside army too long or wat, macham like nvr see girls before. Was talking to my sis in msn, and 2 guys say " wa chio leh, nvr introduce how old sia" ...etc etc.

And wat? they guess is 15 or 19 yrs old. I....dunno wat to react and reply also -.-

Oh yea, maybe i really look too old .That Warrant Hendrick say i look like NSmen, though he was refering to my uniform how untidy it is la, but i think he also indirectly saying that i look old ba? =/

2009-03-22T19:57:00.001+08:00

Sorry, lazy upload the photos. Even lazy to use my hand to type keyboard, as i am doing it everyday in office.

Back to camp, puu!

Time pass so slow, yet weekend so fast.

2009-03-17T02:49:00.002+08:00

While waiting for hair to dry...

Turn on air-con. Wait for the room to cool down, then back to sleep.

Yet my parent room's alarm clock is ringing. And i am damn lazy to go off it. Since they wont be waking up while the alarm is ringing.

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Been nearly heart attack during friday, as I requested half day leave on monday morning. Yet the approval of leave is, WHAT? Approved leave? Woot sui!!! SIMI SAI? 4 DAYS????????

Thats my ...u noe. And I left 6 days for this remaining 2009. And guess what? Tougher life ahead. NDP, LAB inspection, tons of ORD personnel documents....

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On 13 march friday (After the high blood pressure case,i'm just laming), went to ktv with the usual ktv (ex-gamer) gang. Been to bishan outlet, and is full. Ask around, also full. Only outlet available is shenton way. Since nvr go there before, why not try out.

But, it is soooooooooooooooo dissapointing. That fucking outlet dun even have the latest updated songs. Dun mention latest updated, recent updated new songs also unavailable. No wonder there is avaialbe slot.

Oh, thx dennis for the treat. Was really surprise, and appreciate.
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Saturday... what did I do?

Oh, Been preparing for my youngest uncle wedding. Whole morning to afternoon was just resting at home for the night dinner banquet. And I put on my newest formal wear, in the end give my aunty uncle said,"wa why you so fat?"

And the rest of the night I been so depression. Becoming anti social to the whole relatives for almost 90% of the night. And been sms hua to kill time. Dunno why my parents always so gan jiong must reach early, I already said others will be late for the dinner.

Make me more du lan is, those aunty uncle who said I fat, they are fatter than I do. And I just cant talk back to them. Thats is so fuck up.

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Sunday...hmmm..I think i met my poly friends. Have lunch with them, and went down to IT fair. Get nothing there, though I almost buy a new LCD TV as the price look kinda attractive, but in the end also didnt purchase as the salesman doesnt want to cut down the price to my request.

And I should have just look at the promotion date for the singnet promotion. There is a free lenovo netbook with just a sign up of $55 per month contract. And i miss this promotion until Ivy told me there is promotion dateline. Fuck!

The more pek chek stuff is I am like paying innocent monthly bill each month, as i can be recontracted since last year may 08. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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Monday...which is today( Yesterday)...met hua for tom yam. Standard still quite good, but the slice fish like so... little? =/

After that went to KK for her appointment. Surprisngly fast, but expensive. =/

And after that went down to sim lim square walk walk after going going down to guan yin miao.
Dunno why I went sim lim, macham go there see the laptop and wanna gek myself more.

After that we went to peace center for the new japanese theme food court. The food is really very very nice and the price is very affordable. We realie there is this place after we browse thru the U magazine. Photo coming up soon =)

Will go there again this coming wednesday to try out other jap food.

Thats all folk.

2009-03-11T21:10:00.004+08:00

I realised wat my parents said was true. I am getting more and more anti-social, more and more zi bi.

Yea it seem like kinda true, though i dun wan to admit, even the psychiatric test also show that i am 85% social phobia.

Look at all the examples: I separate from other clerks and go to the furthest com, i dun interact with other clerks, i dun like people come and disturb me, i love to be staying in the small bunk with no 1 else or maybe maximum 1 people staying with me, i love to go shopping alone, i love to separate from the groups and wander off myself...

All this shows that i am getting more and more anti social. Is just I dun go and watch movie alone, for that i cant do it.

I need a psychiatrist soon.

2009-03-04T19:46:00.002+08:00

Please come. 110610 faster come to me, i am really very sick. First in my life time i begging, please let me rest.

2009-02-28T19:12:00.002+08:00

Cohesion 2009 is over. Phew, finally can take a breadth.

Been planning, organising, liasing, calling, nagging, kena complaint....etc etc for the past few weeks for this cohesion 2009. Though is not a big project event, but i still treat it very serious as this is my first project. It gonna earn a lot of images if I done well.

Everything gone smoothly, and lots of unexpected surprises during the night. For example, our contract with the Chevron doesnt state there is any KTV during the night. And also, "compassion top up" of food when the food is finishing.
The duty in-charge there was saying that we are lucky to have extra bee-hoon, fried rice, curry chicken, cauliflower as the event on top us dont really eat much. Therefore the in-charge was saying that he is more happy to give the food to us as at least somebody will eat it, rather than throw away.
But i really didn't expect, that our guys are macham like "hungry ghost". I order 185 pax, and down there I estimated around 100 to 120 guys attending. Yet the food we ordered were finished with lightning speed. Next time I gonna take note of that.

As for KTV, I'm quite lucky to have people who know the PA system well, and I dunno how he activate the KTV system. In the end, the whole night become a "KTV outing for Jurong, Keat Hong and Bukit Panjang" instead of cohesion night -.-"

But well, at least the guys are quite satisfied with this event. It allow them to take a break and relax. And of course, most important thing is the beer, which will chill them out.

Hopefully if there is any next project given to me to handle, I hope i can do better and wont get screw up in any. Though there is still some cock up during the process of organising, I hope i can learn thru this lesson and organise smoothly for the next event given.

2009-02-24T21:32:00.002+08:00

Thanks everyone for the birthday greeting, wishes etc.

Pardon me if i didnt even reply a thanks in sms or wherever, because i have a very serious migraine. No MC though.

Just taken another panadol, feel that it does not cure (anyway), in fact it worsen my headache. Panadol "extra", it gives "extra" pain. Thats hell.

Didnt really do any admin stuff today, been outcamp to dispatch, admin run, attending briefing etc. So whole day is almost outside. When back camp, my migrain is back!

Since last thursday, i had almost migraine every evening. Though i didnt go see doctor, cos i dun wan any MC. My old man dun like people taking MC.

In fact i dun feel like coming home today, wanna have a good rest. But after taken the "panadol extra", it add extra pain to my head. Therefore i choose to come back home rest, at least i get to sleep and rest more than staying in bunk, all the smokers, noisy maker, radio until late night.

I also dunno how I make it home, along the journey i am like fainting. And fucking south bound train from jurong east is so fucking crowded, and furthermore there is technical error, or accident, in amk station. Thus, causing along the whole south bound train got problem in moving. In simple, it took me 1 hour to travel from jurong east to amk. And i only manage to get seat at yishun station. I dunno where did i get the "will" to tahan the journey so long.

Doesnt matter, i gonna rest soon. Birthday is just a normal day, but still, thx a million to everyone who wishes and greeted me.

2009-02-22T10:42:00.002+08:00

My old man suddenly become so good. Give 1 full day off whereby the exercise only lasted 1/2 day in saturday. Rare =x

So im off for tml monday. Which is good. But some cb go complaint me stay out, fucker nvr die before. Step your tail before ar? u smoke and throw the cig butt into my boots i nvr complaint good enough. And always so lazy wont help to do area cleaning.

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Suddenly i have craving for "used to" hobbies. Like ktv, clubbing, go taunt 1 whole night and then create trouble... =x

Man man man, wat am i going to do with my 21? Macham like normal day to me. Actual day i already dun care, but now is wat am i going to do if i wan to pass my 21st (as in this year) with meaning and enjoyable time? Everything also need $. Thats so practical.

Sian.

2009-02-19T21:48:00.001+08:00

There is no book out for this weekend, due to something going on.

Estimated time of book out is sunday afternoon, was like... =/

Good game. 21st birthday spent in army...

Dear encik, pls give me a memorable 21st birthday celebration =x

2009-02-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

Back to working lo. Leave over, so fast.

One step nearer to ORD, one more step to freedom :D

Ok, stop bluffing myself -.-

2009-02-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

Apparently, most of the people around me are busy with works, romance, study, etc.
We seriously had grown into the stage of "No Free Time". How I wish (fat fat fat hope) that Singapore is a place that offer 4 days work, or maybe 4 1/2 days work.Though i dun mind working maybe 10 hours per day just to cover that friday 1/2 day off instead of 8 to 9 hours per day.

My MT line life still the same, tons of things to do, working long hour. But currently there is "no government", so life is very slack. When the "main boss" is around, usually i already been slacking now as i had finish most of my work in the beginning of the month and the end of the month. But right now is kinda different, i been slacking with SOME of the work UNDONE. Like till now, i didn't even finish my Bonus application, as well as OVERDUE CO conference report. But that CO conference report is kinda "wayang", dun really have the need to do.

Anyway we have 1 servicemen's father passed away. Just pass him a some of the donation from our MT line guys (In chinese we call white-gold "Bai Jin") and hope he can change his attitude for the better, be remorseful and cope whatever feelings he have now. Though he may be a very problematic guys, we still do our parts.

Well i seriously dunno wat is my appointment are nowaday, In main vocation given by CPC, im a storeman. But actually i am doing clerk job, which is good la haha.

Though my main appointment given is Mileage I/C, but whatever I been doing is more than just a main job of Mileage I/C. What i been doing now include Finance, Procurement coordinator, HR coordinator, Project I/C etc. And take note, i am just a RECRUIT.

Ok la, im not bragging or wat. I only wan to say is , this type of job is challenging. It does help me in future when working in society. Need to thanks SAF for this though. And my encik as well.

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Sometime, i do wish i can just switch off my handphone, break down my internet and get missing in months. I just wan to have some alone. And also nobody to disturb me for their own good.
I am kinda sick of this life though.

2009-02-08T20:01:00.002+08:00

Sian sia. No momentum to work. I still think is the allowance wise and the working hour + the stay in problem. Cant get myself change the attitude and discipline.

How shd i pass my 21 birthday?

2009-01-28T11:24:00.002+08:00

Ok, and CNY just gone like that. Si beh fast. Bo liao, not worth it. I mean my leaves just kena cleared 3 days like that.

Although i am on leave, but still got ppl call me. And somemore is early morning 6.45am+.

And this few days cant sleep well, maybe i slept too much -.-

Happy new year all.

2009-01-18T14:53:00.001+08:00

Whew, just came back from NTUC. Was doing all the shopping for new year stuffs.

My my my, that was so crowded. I almost faint in the middle of the street. But i like this kind of environment, long time never felt this feeling liao.

Right now i need to find a shop that do all the printing on cups, T-shirts etc. I am partially in-charge of my jurong node cohesion night event. Stress.

2009-01-17T20:03:00.002+08:00

Back to a choices of definte future. Well, is not really a huge decision or really major changes in future or wat. But then...is part of enhancing your career, in terms of salary.

I dunno should I continue a further study or not. Although right now they did not send any news on my further study, but should I just call and ask for a cancel in my position? Or should I just call and ask to bring forward my intake batch? Or I should just keep quiet about this?

I do not have enough $ for my study for sure. It gonna cost $14910 for 2 yrs of study, and also about another $7000 for oversea study (2 months) as well as expenses. Goodness, an estimated amount of $20k for this 2 yrs bachelor study. How am i going to find this amount? Even though i am speeding saving currently.

How i wish i can just strike toto and can continue pursue my study =/

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Oh my, now is my turn to do the planning for event. Though is not a major event, but i still quite stress. I'm a person who always have no confidence, if not will be over confidence. Such a headache.

Anyway, I only have 2 new year resolution. First is to pass through 2009 smoothly, as this yr i gonna burn all my time in NS.Hopefully nothing big goes wrong in my army life. Second is I wanna slim down. Haha, been always saying the same new year resolution of slimming down. But always fail. Headache. Haha.

2009-01-11T13:42:00.003+08:00

Restricted, Strictly-In-Confidence, confidential...
There are so many stuffs that i wanna blog about to keep as part of "My Life" but i cant write it out. Though my blog is quite "isolated", but still there are some govenment dog who will go out and spy on ppl blog to pursue any matter they find is not legalised.
It does show 1 thing, you know everything but you cant share it out, is also a painful experience.

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Hmmm, must faster plan something on my 21st, doesnt have to be celebration. But i wanna have some "excuse" from work on that day , to take leave of course. I dont wanna get thrown into rubbish bin.

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Went to chinatown, looking for chinese new year clothes. but greatly disappointed, cos the design is really cannot make it. Those can make it wan are far far too expensive. I manage to find my preferred choice, but then if i wan a complete set (means from head to toe), it gonna cost about $250 -.-"

MY GOD LA, this is Billabong only leh, then i rather go Levis (City Hall outlet) and buy some clothes and jeans. Also not that ex. But since i now in army and dun draw salary, budget expense have to be limit. In the end i bought 2 polo T. And some other stuffs. Dun be surprise by anything.

Heh heh, now your should know why i bought all this things le huh? But overall i still spent about $100 on all this stuffs -.-
A newly drawn allowance, and i'm bankrupt. =/

2009-01-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

While waiting for hair to dry... =/
I dunno why am i such a nice person. Next life im born, i wanna be the most stingy and rich, talk one sentence will make people du lan till puke blood that character.

Today i just lend to 1 of a poor family guy $60, as he is going oversea exercice and he need $60 to collect his passport (dunno why also). Well just now in my old man office, discuss ar discuss ar discuss, discuss till simi go confront CO wats the solution now all this. Then in the end my old man (very clever huh) say, or joke, something like "GH can help u can lend u $ mah". I was like " -.-". But deep bottom my heart, i do also wanna help la. Cos he got 1 son which is about 1 yr old, and his family all dun help him (According to his statement) and he now nid to support uneducated wife la son la rental problem la...whatever shitty problem. So i dun care 3 7 21 and fork out my own $ and lend him. Anyway i lend him is also because i know next month he will be taking Safe & Courteous bonus and will most probably be able to return (or partial) the $ he borrowed.
Aiya im such a wierd person also. Want help ppl, still wan complaint. Sometime really bth myself lol.

2009-01-01T21:24:00.002+08:00

Happy new year 2009 everyone.

Woot, 2008 finally over. I can say no more "2 yrs later then ORD", can change to "next year" instead liao. Haha. Bo liao -.-

went to marina square to see firework. As usual, is very packed. But this yr, is not so squeezy. In fact is like the population cut down by about 1/4 instead. Maybe because every year is the same, thats why people also sian liao.

After midniht, went to TCC 24hr. Stay there until about 3am, then decide to tae NR1 home. Goodness, after 3am all the NR is FULL HOUSE lo. Somemore my NR1 still got bendy bus, first time see sia. Most of the NR dun stop and just drive thru lor, unless some alight or wat. Then i wait about 5 buses then can go up.
BUT, i dun board from the front. I board from the back. THe bus also dun wan open front door, and i see some people chiong up from the back. I also follow them, haha. In the end, nvr pay for the NR service. Cos the bus driver also dun care about ppl who board from the back. Maybe he noe we all wait until pek chek liao, thats why he also lenient a bit to dun bother so much. Dont think got bus inspector during midnight ba?

And this is my 1 and only time board a long-bendy night rider service, and FOC somemore xD

2008-12-20T12:48:00.002+08:00

Finally most of the december batch license is here, quite relieved. But still have some pending stuffs for me to settle.

Am really tired, finally the range ended.
No dun misunderstood, im not the 1 who do shooting. I dunno rifle thingy, am just there doing all the detailing. Hopefully there wont be any cock up, although there may be a minor little unhappy things though.
Ydt was thinking to stay in, but then since i still able to catch last few trains, might as well go home and sleep. Prefer my own bed than army bed.

But yesterday is a day whereby so many "odd scene" encountered. 1st thing is, i came to realise that the terms we use for 'selling duties buying duties' is kinda wierd. This is because when we use the terms "selling", means that we sell something to earn $. But in army, when u 'sell' your duty, u have to pay to the buyer. Therefore, wat i have been doing some minor thinking is that, when you "sell" your unwanted goods, you also will get paid ya? Or put it this way if that particular guy who find it wierd to use this terms. You dun sell your duty. You "Buy" your freemdom. When you 'buy', is it you are paying $? =)

2nd thing is, along the way home taking 182, this is this drunken guy just lie flat on the exiting door corridor. I dunno is the bus driver ignore totally or wat, but i think he is really damn drunk until he vomit 1 big huge pile of digusting waste onto the floor. That bus driver must be damn suay to have this kind of passenger. Reach interchange, that drunken guy was not awaken yet. And his ez link card is just lying on the floor near his hand. So i presume he must be wanting to alight but was too drunk and faint. Or maybe hes dead.

3rd thing is myself. Is rare to see me wearing uniform going home after working hour, or maybe weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hour. I start to go home at about 11pm. Along the way i think a lot people looking at me, make me so pai seh. Cos no rank no proper formation badge nothing. =/

Last thing is when i reach home, i saw my bedroom furnitures position all change. Wa seh, i dun rmb i move my furnitures, so must be my parents. Well this position is qutie tidy, though no more mahjong in my room lol.

So boring, who can pull me out? boring weekend =/

2008-12-16T22:41:00.002+08:00

Calls, sms, calls, sms , calls , sms.... I been bomb-barded by all sort of calls and sms. And most of them are ORD personnel who is demanding for their licenses.
First is September ORD batch, please, i don't settle your license. Although i understand how your feel, but when asking me your doubts, pls ask in a nicer attitude. Dun demand like there is no tml, like i said 1) I dont do your license application, therefore got problems you cant blame me for not checking as i have a lot other stuffs to busy with, and 2) Application once submit is STK or HQ side who will handle. I am only processing the hard copy, dun talk until like i KNOW EVERYTHING like that. And somemore not all application got error, is only 1. Dont talk until like i know wat is wrong wat is right. If your so clever your go do yourself, dun think that clerk job is simple.

For December ORD batch, im afraid to say about the same thing to all of you. First you guys should know, 1) After i finish process your hardcopy, I cant do anything like ask when your license will come la wat letter come la. All this is old cik who talk cock to your. And 2) License permit in army comes slow in nature. Like the usual, operators have to wait for at least 8 weeks to get. I know old cik say for jurong node is special as he is close to the STK lady and somewhat will process ours first. But you guys should noe, we have a lot security and stages to process. I can apply your hard copy application early. HQ side can process our documents first, STK can vetted our jurong node application first. But still have last stage which is TP. TP cant side any node your noe? TP is not part of SAF. They will only work in their own pace. We already try our best to gather information about your licenses. Can your pls spare at least some kindness for all of the organisation to process your license permit? And stop spreading rumours like wat STK will send letters or i already got license but never inform your so on and so for. My job scopes is this: 1) Apply all the hard copy application, and wait for information from HQ reply. 2) Inform all of you when the license come. And Please take note: i dont have the power to ask STK or whoever about all of your license, i already been reminding old cik to ask STK lots of time. And this is already a favour. So stop demanding so much. Thank you. For those who ask friendly and never demanding, i thank you for your patience too.

Oh yea, as if they all know my blog address. Doesnt matter, this blog space is for me to venger all my anger and unhappiness. Now feeling much more better.

2008-12-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

Coming friday attending a ORD fren KTV. He jio a lot ppl to Chevrons KTV, dunno hows the system there. And i bringing Ivy along, wa seh surprisingly she dun mind. If is me i will consider, cos a lot other ppl all strangers. Pei Fu.

But thats not the main factor, the main factor is, I DUNNO WAT TO SING!

2008-12-08T08:38:00.001+08:00

December 5th, a day where most of the old birds leaving the army (ORD). This day is a day where brought a lot of people into emotion. That include the seniors and the juniors.

Most of the ORD personnel cried, same goes to my lao cik. They are the human who have feelings, not like me who is cold-blooded.

MT line will become very quiet without them, though it may be a good things. But without them, the efficient in work may be slower down, cos they are the 1 who is very hardworking. And they are the 1 who dun mind to work overload. Right now i wishes them good luck, and hope that their Class 3 & Class 4 license will get ASAP.
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Duty on Haji day - Bored

Though duty on holiday can claim off, but then this is a "rarely seen" holiDAY as it is on mnday which will result into a long weekend. Sometime ar, i think that Singapore public holiday is really very little, but of course is compare to other country la. And sometime i find that we singaporean really have to work very very extra hard in order to reach top level living standard. If not, we may have to suffer. But under this circumstances, I really hope the government can help all the small residences more by reducing most of the prices outside and inside. For example, a small amount of adjusting in electrical and water unit price can cause a very great difference. My parents was wondering: how come i am not at home most of the time, but the bills still so expensive? I told them thats because PUB unit price has increases. Thats why heavy usage of water and electrical like me who dont really spent time at home (Due to army la) also will have expensive bill.
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We have 1 personnel D, who keep saying i got talking attitude, is it because from poly thats why like that. Oh please, then he himself keep 2 sentences 3 sentences "nb cb, nb cb, gan lao peh gan lao bu", does that show that people can accept his talking attitude? Still can come find me say not wanna scold me or say me or wat, in the end still say " i dunno how to conclude u noe yourself". Dun even bother wat he say, got study no study so wat? So wat if i am from poly? So wat if he say he got no education? Is a matter of human characteristics wat.
1 more thing, he says that why i keep talk about money. Oh right, then he himself owe loan shark dunno how many K, so dun nid to talk about $ la? If he dun talk about $, will he go and owe loan shark $?
I dun wan to say got education or no education. Is a matter of choices, is a matter of character. Why he must like insult my character? And dun look at mirror himself? Kids nowaday really nid better education. Ops i said it again =x

2008-11-29T12:10:00.002+08:00

So suay somebody stole my psp. Dunno which fucker nvr die before.
Suan le, past is past, that theif dun langa by 5 ton outside and die or squash into bloody meat is consider lucky enuff.

Nid to buy another psp metallic blue, so sian. Gotta save up a lot next month.
Let see...

1 month RECRUIT pay is about 365, + home allowance is about 350. So total there is....hmmm..
Money incoming = $715
M1 + singtel bills = about $55
Ez link set as = $50

Left over = $610
Gotta deposit $500 into saving because of replacing new psp ....
left over expense budget in december = $110

Wa seh, how to survive sia. Cutting down arcade, say NO to macik stall, and somemore got operation...last but not least the BBQ after Xmas. Dunno enough or not.

Try ba, new year coming soon. And i gotta have long MC. Gotta save a lot $.

2008-11-24T19:20:00.002+08:00

There is this fat bastard guy who just got promotion recently, and he start becoming more and more fucker. Last time before he got his promotion, i am heard that he is very "on" la very steady la very lenient de. Now wat i heard is he had becoming more and more worse, keep aiming everybody include me.

In fact the first moment i see his face + his size, i already dun like him liao. Now he becoming more and more wayang, the more careful i have to be.
First time people wan to confine me becoz of using internet on ITMS com. Goodness, then those rank higher than him or lower than him use wan leh? Then he himself use got give himself confinement or not? Then he himself play games using Office Admin computer how to say?

Lucky my old cik still very take care of me, so he cant do anything to me. Although i noe in future he gonna aim me aim until die die, but i still must survive. Is just another 18 months.

but bad news is, old cik say he going to post out soon (although he said a lot of times liao) , i still find that if is really true, i will ask old cik to post me out. I wont wan to stay in that fucking camp. I have this feeling, if old man really post out, those other office de take over, this camp will sure become hell. Right now still got old man taking care of everybody, thats why those fat ass fucker cant do anything yet. Retribution will go to him if he keep on going like this aiming people.

Becoz of this cb fat ass, now i find that working in office damn stress. if he really got diabetes, serve him right. Sorry, cant change my nature of cursing. Curse him go and die.

Fuck la, now i find it damn stress and time pass damn slow. Why cant this world be more perfect a bit?

2008-11-03T19:59:00.002+08:00

I wanna be a saint. Or i am already a saint. But just a blur saint.

Cant live without my drugs, 2 days nvr take and i am "out of control". Getting addicted. =/

Army life still ok ok, but very sian. Is very no point to serve 2 yrs in NS. The allowance is so little. So sian.

Really jealous those people ar, eat so much still so slim. Especially those taiwan gers. Eating quantities is so scary, yet their body is extremly slim. How envy and jealous.

2008-10-12T10:56:00.002+08:00

Friday rented a car spin around. A bit sian though, maybe we spin finish most part in singapore liao. Threfore not much purpose will result sianess. But still fun when hanging out with slackers frens.

Ydt went to Eat Yuki Yaki, full until stomach can die. Then after that cross over to Timbre. Is a pub somewhere near Fort Canning Park and SMU. Quite a nice place for people to hang around awhile, listening to live band and slack around. Though no smoking there =D
Think worth to go back there again for hanging around, though the price is "standard" in pub la =/

12 of october...people promise me will return $. Then come out simi owe loan shark $, family got problems. Home Team Civil Defence dun offer financial help...etc etc.
I may not understand fully your state now, but u yourself already promised to return on the 12 oct. A promise is a promise, if u return and ask for loan again, sure got ppl will help u. Is a TRUST that u give ppl, not ppl give u.
Not say i am petty or selfish or wat. I dun mind lend $ to frens who is in help, but is the promise and trust u gives people. If u cant even do that, then wat are frens for in the first place?

I got no confidence in the $ taking back now. U say u will return, ya will return....when? The day before i die? You yourself go and die la.

2008-10-09T22:21:00.002+08:00

The course commander 2nd Warrant Kelvin H S Ng is such a funny guy. Especially his laugh, automatically can bring all the guys laugh with him. Maybe he love to jokes, maybe he just straight forward. But it does no harm for him to come jurong camp so far. He talked a lot of jokes and experiences in his army life. And i really love this course, so fucking slack and relax. No nid to cramp myself work in a damn busy environment. Oh man, the "wanna AWOL" thinking comes again.
Lol dun worry, i wont wont wont x 100 awol myself. Is so stupid to awol. 2 yrs only mah, + - sat sun, holidays ,leaves and off only less than 580 working days. Just Serve And Fuck-off. If awol, your ORD have to extend. Where got worth it? Dun let SAF earn you man! Earn from SAF instead.

Well 1 big dirty secret wanna share with u all. Eyes big big? Clear your ears. Now take a deep breath and listen carefully.................................
My SMART 4 1 month nvr wash liao. And am still wearing. =x
WAHAHAHA. Dun pke your dinner/lunch/breakfast ok? Is just 1 month and not 4 yrs... =x ops thats another things xD LOL

2008-10-06T22:40:00.001+08:00

First day at Sembawang camp, really very sian. The system there also a bit fuck up, half strict half relax. Dunno where to follow. Some so wayang, some so slack, some so bo liao. But at least 1 of my secondary school fren is with me thru out the weekly course, so nvm haha. World is so small.

And fuck, i am like becoming drug addict. I cant live without the "drug". 2 days nvr eat my whole body will itch like hell. Think can cao geng somemore xD

2008-10-02T21:04:00.002+08:00

OMG, i realise i got so many albums nid to update my songs store. My pocket gonna burnt big holes liao =(

-> Zhou Jie Lun
-> JS
-> S.H.E
-> Elva Hsiao Ya Xuan
-> Guo Jing (maybe)

Jia lat, nid to buy extra duties again -.-"

2008-09-20T20:54:00.024+08:00

Eeyer, my cam really spoiled liao, no wonder at Genting keep on cannot take nice photo. Si beh sianz. But i got a feeling is that some setting error leh, cannot be exposure to light or shutter problem mah. Internal take picture also no problem, but forget it. Got time then bring down to service center and do ba. Jurong area, sian -.-.

Well, upon arrival at the terminal, i ji tao shocked of the temperature up there. Is really damn cold, the air con in the bus also not that cold lol.

But the rest of the days, is like normal air con temperature, so shiok. How i wish singapore also got this temperature.

Furthermore the time I spent there is very very slow, very very relaxing, can also consider very sian la -.- haha.

We officially only been there from monday 6am to wednesday 3pm, but the time we felt is like about 1 week. Soooooo slow, but mean the $ we spent for the trip is worth it la.

Well the first day we didnt really do much things, just explore around, shop around and walk around. And the coach was expected to reach First World hotel at 4am +, but it reach at 3am -.-

And the reception for check in will only open after 4am + the check in time is 5.30.... so... =/

Everyone is so tired and sleepy upon arrival, only our Irene is so energetic, or maybe "act energetic" to pose for the photo shot lol.

Like I said, first day only see see walk walk and eat. Well I should say, we really spent a lot $ on eating haha.

We went to try out the cable car, total of 3.4km and about 15 min trip.

The scenary is very nice. And the air is very cooling. Except when reach the bottom, omg the hot air -.-"

After that is about lunch time. We went to Kenny Roger and have our meal. At the same time we dropped by the cake shop to see some cake/breads.

After lunch time shd be around 2 to 3pm+. They brought me walk around genting area as this is my first time been there (sua ku).

Pass by the arcade, does bring back a lot childhood memory haha.

After stroll and hang around arcade for awhile,is dinner time. Dinner is the most disappointing meal for the first day. The food quality is not up till standard, the fish they cook until like omg =/

And we total spent about RM238 for 5 ppl, scary eh.

2nd day we spent most of our time at theme park. Playing around the roller coaster, go kart and some spinner and kids play. Didnt take much photo at the theme park though .Although this is my first time at theme park, but my fren say the theme park really stop at those 2000 era. Not that fun though.

After that went to Good Friends restaurants for dinner. Omg, the one and only top quality, good prices, good services thru out the trip in Genting. Nvr take picture, but we all know is where. If if if we going back there, we sure go there for dinner for the first night haha. Eat until damn full, but is only RM170 + -

After that just slack around in hotel and Genting. Shop around before we go back also.

Hmmm did a bit dun feel like coming back la, but also nothing much to play there. Thats why time pass so slow. Haha, If got longer oversea break will be shiok le. Never mind, faster ORD and faster earn $ go taiwan, japan, or austrailia play xD

2008-09-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

Mooncake festival.......Nope! We dun celebrate moon cake festival...eh maybe NOT at singapore. But GENTING. Woohoo~ Genting here I come~ =D

2008-09-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

A happy colour turned into an random awaiting unhappy colour.

As I was getting more n more smoothly in my work, yet always got thing screw and cock up. Today should be a happy day for me, yet something cock up and make me unhappy, sick, feel like dying the rest of the night.

I got a official stay out from my boss, and i promised him i wont give him problems, will give him double quality of work and wont late for work. And then? The fucking cookhouse cover ration thingy make me si beh fed up, pek chek and du lan.
This month is a fasting month for the muslim, and today they can have their break fasting at 1909. Yet the machine shut down at 1925 and before. I reach there at 1925 to cover ration and realise it was already shut off. CCB ppl still tell me till 1930. Somemore i rushing for my bad lock as there are really a lot pending list to do, so i stay back at office to do until about 1920. But it was too late. Somemore is raining.
The stupid thing is that the machine should shut off much more later than usual. Just 10 min allowance for the muslim to scan for their food. How it is to be possible? I really si beh pek chek over this, yet i cant do or solve or avoid this cock up stuff. Tml that Mr Yong gonna nag and nag and nag again. If just pure nagging, is still ok. I get all the nagging and fucking, thats fine. But i dun wan any trouble like punishment to our MT line. I am doing my best not to get any mistake and create trouble for MT line, yet this cock up stuff make me really going to be mad. Then upper study ask me why i stay back office and work leh? Why be a smart alec blah blah blah. Wa kao eh, i am just trying to get more efficient in work so that the next day can clear other stuffs. He still say i smart alec, really gek xim lor. Somemore i always feel got ppl behind cursing me wanting me to die badly and spread a lot of rumour gossip about me. Dear friends relatives and God, I am really stress enough. Why this people still coem and gek me? Are they psychotic or am i turning psychotic? I dont wan to get over depression and require medication as i am already on long term medication. If this gonna continue, i really dunno how crazy will i turn to be.

Pls, pls , plssssssssssss, pls guide me. Pls bless me. As God You said there are no ppl behind me cursing me, then problem must be me myself. Pls help me along, i pray sincerly to you that i really need more luck and more focus in work. Thank you a million. Please bless me tml will have nothing happen, i really thank you God a lot.

2008-08-24T18:43:00.002+08:00

Did i mention i become Mileage IC and not a full finance clerk anymore? Which is a good thing though. At least i am not confident in that job, finance wise is really too risky for me to handle. Defintely will cock up a lot of stuffs.

Well, SAF is fuck up though. The system are really cannot make it, but forget it. Since every singaporean male have to waste their 2 yrs of life inside, let it be. But i really find is still too long. Is really no point serving so long.

I bought a new handphone, recontract my plan for another 2 yrs, then shun bian get the phone at the same time. Though i still nvr really use it. But recontract my plan is becoz i can have 6 months subscription fee waived. Which will defintely help me to cut down a lot of saving as i nid to pay another 5 more months for the safra card membership with just a little fucking recruit allowance.

SAFRA also given me this as a gift of signing 8 yrs of membership with them. Is a MP4 player, which is good i can bring into unit and listen to music. Music help me destress, although i got a feeling that my lao cik overthere will defintely forgot about my appealing of stay out. Therefore i nid more self entertainment inside my unit. O god, help me pass this 2 yrs smoothly, and pray that the time will be pass faster. And bless me to get a stay out soon....thanks a million.

2008-08-10T00:50:00.002+08:00

National day~~~~ yet i got no holiday. CB...

Oh, im now outside. Civilised a bit =/

Things getting more and more ex huh, shop ntuc less than 1/2 hour grab some milk wings cheese sausage and crab balls already cost $19, $ dun come so easy. Unless you are 1 of the 8 "1 night millionare". Envy those "1 night millionare", haha get down to earth and work hard and earn $ bah LGH -.-

Upcoming looking forward day = Hari raya
Finally a holiday o weekday so get to book out on weekday -.-

Time pass so slow~~~

2008-07-30T23:31:00.007+08:00

Is been close to 1 month since I came to Jurong camp. And yet, i still dunno weather my stay out success or not. Our boss really clever at this point, make you dunno the case now and still indirectly force u to stay and settle down there. Right now, i feel that only the medical board are the only clear path i understand now, other stuffs like appealing of stay out/post out/change of unit/revocation is unknown. Is ok, at least i quite like the place here and the job scope, though is fucking fucking fucking difficult for me right now.

In fact i am ok with everything, just give me a stay out will do. I nid enough of rest/sleep to start my day...

Alright. Nothing much to update. Just post some photos of the reason i am getting bankrupt lol.

Books(comic) shelf

USB fan

PSP + Mouse + Weighing scale (Digital)

There are some other "Pending Buying List" on my desk.

1)Laptop speaker

2)Comics

3)Refrigerator for parent (too ex, really is sell backside then can afford)

4)New bed.

5)Bags

And somemore i am NSF now, where to get so much $? =/

Doesnt matter, those stuffs i can slowly wait. Is not a need, so dun have to be so urgent.

And thats all folks, next time will post all the gifts from my belove frens, and pls pls pls pray me that my appealing for stay out will success thanks a lot =)

2008-07-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

Fucking stress, serious, the jobscope is really too heavy for me right now. Yet, surrounding stress and problem really will explode me out soon. Travelling fee, travelling time, family stress, job stress, everything will soon make me cause depression.

No wonder they have a say, human only got 2 period that will happy. 1st is when he is a children. 2nd is when he is old. Yea right, very true.
Children (most) got parents to take care of, no nid to worry about $, stress all this, can just play all day long.
Old people (most) happy is because they are easy to be satisfy, they have lower expectation and have retirement $ (CPF, retire bonus etc) to support their late years. Do not have to work or worry on life stress too.

Oh heavenly father and god, pls bless me with all of your blessing. I wish to have at least an excuse to stay out and change of location to cut down most of the stress that bother me. If not i am surely gonna break down, for im a weakling i admit. Thanks a countless time God.

2008-06-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

Im back =/

Reach home around 5+, taxi fare like $17.20 -.-
But nvm, total i pay $4+ nia =x

Gotta have a good rest. Used to the resting timing though.

Thinking of where to go wat to do and wat to eat for the precious weekend. Hope every 1 will enjoy their weekend too.

2008-06-12T01:51:00.002+08:00

Is been an enjoyable week i have after i step down from work. Thanks for the working.
Thx to all my frens who spent time with me b4 enlistment.
Right here i bid farewell to all my frens for 2 weeks. Is my enlistment date le. Pray for me that i will pass this period smoothly. thx once again =)

2008-06-03T10:45:00.003+08:00

Been long time no update. Just few updates wat is the most interesting programme going thru.

ERm...forgotten the date. Think is 2 weeks ago weekend. Spinning around with the frens.

After that thursday is my graduation, officially saying byebye to Ngee ann poly. Although i hope to come back for degree course, but then xiong duo ji shao le -.-

Thats all for now ba, my days are numbered: 9

So meet me up for last time ba every 1 =)

2008-05-23T12:10:00.001+08:00

Is weekend =D~
GOnna have an enjoyable weekend with my slackers fren, this time round spinning around singapore is back. THough the petrol rise up to 2.077 liao -.-

Hope today can get pay, if not then monday liao =/